ROGER MILLS OF USA 2

I SAW GEHENNA – THE LAKE OF FIRE

This testimony is in the Book – "While out of the body I saw God, Hell, and the Living Dead" by Dr. Roger Mills, in which he was taken in an out of body experience (2 Cor 12:2) and shown the Outer Darkness of Hell, by the Lord Jesus. Take Heed ….

The Lord God Jesus pointed toward a huge black door directly in front of us. The door must have been 8 feet tall and looked like it was made of black iron. There was a chain around the door with a strangely shaped lock hanging from it. I noticed that there was something else on the door. It was a written inscription in English which read – ‘GEHENNA – THE SECOND DEATH.’ The Lord God Jesus said to me. "Come." We approached the door, and the Lord God Jesus asked me "Would you like to see the lake which burns with fire that is also called the Lake of Fire?"

Before I could answer, I watched in amazement as the lock dropped to the ground and the chain unwound, as though some unseen hands had released them from the door. With a horrible, high pitched screech, the door began to open. An awful tormenting heat, accompanied by a deathly odor resembling the smell of burning flesh penetrated the air. The Lord God Jesus and I walked to the entrance of the door and we both looked in, and what I saw reminded me of an ocean that had been set on fire by gasoline. The liquid fire went as far as the eye could see. It was continuous in length and width. It also reminded me of looking into a Volcano erupting.

As I stood there with my eyes transfixed at the ocean of lava, I heard a man's voice speaking through what sounded like thunder and a windstorm with great authority saying, "Rejoice, oh you Heavens and Earth, for the devil your adversary has been cast down to the Bottomless Pit. He knows that he has but a short time. It shall be a time of one thousand years that he shall be bound and then loosed from his prison for a short season. However, the Captain of His saints, who is the Lord God Jesus, shall prevail over the Hater of all good. Behold the place of the Second Death! This is the place for wicked men and women." The voice then continued to say, "Behold the place is prepared for the devil and his angels"

Matt 25: 41 Then He will also say to those on the left hand, "Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels."

Rev 20,10 The devil, who deceived them, was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone where the beast and the false prophet are. And they will be tormented day and night forever and ever. (forever and ever – it never ends – eternal torment)

Then I saw an angel bearing the likeness of God ascend above the midst of that lake of fire, and I heard thunder within the room of the Lake of Fire. That same voice, with such authority, spoke and said to the angel that was in the midst over the lake, "Measure the depth, length, and width of the Lake, record it in the Book of the Future Dead." Also, I heard the voice say to the angel, "Take the temperature of the Lake of Fire and record it in the Book of the Future Dead, and keep it for the appointed time of the end." The angel had within his hand, a long rod. White and gold was its appearance. I watched as the angel threw the golden white rod into the midst of the lake, and when he did, a huge flame of fire jumped out, almost splashing on me. I ran from the door screaming in horror!!

The Lord God Jesus came, put His right arm around me and said, "Peace I give to you. Listen, look and learn. I brought you here into the Outer Darkness of Hell, on this particular hour to reveal to you the place of Final Judgment, prepared for the devil and his angels. This place, which is named Gehenna, the Second Death, and the Lake that burns with fire, will one day consume all those who hate their brothers or sisters, who speak from the heart and call their brothers and sisters fools, he and she that blasphemes (speaks against) the name of the Holy Spirit, all those who unrepentantly worship idols, unrepentant liars, unrepentant murderers, unrepentant adulterers, unrepentant thieves, and those who willfully break My Commandments."

Matt 5, 22 I say to you that whoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment. And whoever says to his brother, ‘Raca!’ (a term of contempt) shall be in danger of the council. But whoever says, ‘You fool!’ shall be in danger of Hell-fire.

The Lord God Jesus explained to me that people who won't repent of the following occult practices will also be cast into this place, which is named Gehenna, the Second Death and the Lake that burns with fire. Those things are cursed and those who practice these things without repenting will be in danger of the fires of Gehenna.

WARNING: The Lord God Jesus said to all persons who get involved with the occult, that by practicing those things listed below, and not being willing to stop, they will be cast in the fires of Gehenna.

– Those who work many forms of occult practices

– Those who consult demonic familiar spirits

– Sorcerers

– Wizards

– Those who practice witchcraft

– Those who practice magic (black or white)

– Those who practice psychic demonic powers

– Those who practice astrology

– Those who practice Satanism

– Roots and Root Bags

The Lord God Jesus continued to say "This also includes those who practice immorality." Sexual Immorality that the Lord God Jesus said would send unrepentant souls to Gehenna:

– Those who practice all forms of ungodliness

– Male and females who have sex outside of marriage

– Men who have sex with men

– Women who have sex with women

– Child molesters

Other sins that the Lord God Jesus said would send unrepentant souls to Gehenna:

– The unbelievers in God

– Those who are disrespectful to their parents (Exo 20:12)

– Any person who participates in any acts of abomination

The Lord God Jesus continued to explain to me, "ALL WORKERS OF SIN AND INIQUITY SHALL BE CAST INTO THE LAKE OF FIRE THAT BURNS WITH BRIMSTONE. The place that I named the Outer Darkness of Hell and everything within it shall be cast into the Lake of Fire. I brought you here into the Outer Darkness to reveal to you the wages of sin."

Rev 20: 13-15 The sea gave up the dead who were in it, and Death and Hades delivered up the dead who were in them. And they were judged, each one according to his works. Then Death and Hades were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death. And anyone not found written in the Book of Life was cast into the lake of fire.

Rev 21: 8 But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.

Isa 66: 24 And they shall go forth and look upon the corpses of the men who have transgressed against Me. For their worm does not die, And their fire is not quenched. They shall be an abhorrence to all flesh.

Rev 2:11 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes shall not be hurt by the second death.

And there are many other scriptures in the Bible about who ends up in Hell or the Lake of Fire. Read them and Take heed!

REPENT, BELIEVE & LIVE WHOLLY & HOLY FOR JESUS

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ROGER MILLS OF USA 1

I SAW GOD, HELL & THE LIVING DEAD

This Testimony of the Outer Darkness of Hell is an excerpt from the prophetic book titled “While out of the body I saw God, Hell, and the Living Dead” by Dr. Roger Mills. He relates what the Lord personally showed him in a prophetic out of body experience and tour of the Outer Darkness of hell. He shares the Lord’s warning to the lost and ungodly and reveals what he was shown is awaiting the unrepentant, backslidden, lukewarm, disobedient, hypocritical Christians and ministers in Hell unless they repent. These are the ones the Lord spoke of in Matthew 7:21-23. Take Heed & Share with others.

THE WAGES OF SIN

God said to me, “We have entered into the portion of Hell that is called Hades. I want you to think of this place as the temporary Gehenna. Hades is a temporary place that burns with fire until the day of the Great White Throne Judgment. Death, Hades, and every ungodly person then will be thrown into the Lake of Fire, which is the permanent Gehenna. Before your tour ends, I will let you see the permanent Gehenna, which is called the Lake of Fire and the Second Death. Gehenna was literally a public garbage-dumping site where the citizens of Jerusalem brought their trash to be burned on the outskirts of the walls of Jerusalem. In addition, the dead bodies of criminals were brought to Gehenna and burned along with the garbage of the city. Here in Hades (Hell), you will see a lot of unrepentant criminals burning and tormented by the flames of fire, such as murderers, and particularly child-murderers, those who murder their children by the practice of abortion. This includes doctors and nurses who assist the heinous acts of abortion and those who murder children by any other means. I will judge them severely!”

WARNING TO THE UNGODLY

God said to me, “Tell the unrepentant drug users to repent and be baptized in water, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. If they repent, I will forgive them and have mercy on their evil deeds. If they do not repent, I will severely judge and punish them. I will cast them into Gehenna-the Lake of Fire, where the fires are constantly burning, which is the second death. Then God looked at me and said very sternly, “Go back to the Earth and give this message to all unjust people. Tell all those who sexually and physically abuse little children to repent! Tell the unjust judges and unjust lawyers to repent! Tell the unjust physicians to repent. Tell the unjust police officers to repent! Tell those who terrorize the Earth with destruction to repent! Tell all of those who sell, buy or use illegal drugs to repent! Tell all of those who disobey My Commandments and My holy Word, which you call the Bible, to repent!

THE CURSED ONES

The Lord God Jesus and I walked through the huge black door and He said, “Listen and learn. I am going to take you to a group of people who have died and came here to Hell. They are called the Cursed Ones. The Cursed Ones are in a special section of Hell, where you and I are standing right this moment.”

Matt 25:41 “Then He will also say to those on the left hand, ‘Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels”

As we stood in the darkness, I could hear the rattling of chains and humans voices. The voices sounded as though they were crying, I heard weeping and crying as I’ve never heard before. On either side of the tunnel which looked like a corridor, along with the walls, were jails cells with dirty iron bars, dirt floors, and dirt walls. The Lord God Jesus and I walked to the next jail cell. He spoke to this cell and light appeared in the room.

THE UNFAITHFUL SERVANT

A male voice from within the cell shouted “Let me out of here! Let me out." I looked up and there stood a tall Caucasian male wearing a dingy white robe. He was looking in the area where the Lord God Jesus stood, but he didn’t see either of us. He ran and grabbed hold of the bars and I backed away from the jail cell our of fear. As he began to scream “Let me out, let me out.” The Lord God Jesus said “Fear not, this man was a servant of Mine while he was on the Earth. He was an ordained preacher who was pastoring a church that had 25 members.” I asked the Lord God Jesus, “Is he really a preacher? And He replied, “Yes. He was one of My servants who was unhappy with having a small church. He complained about the church’s income, that it was not enough, and he became dissatisfied. So I showed him in My holy word where it says:

Matt 25, 23: “His lord said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord.’”

The Lord God Jesus continued, ”However, he was not patient, so he began to stop preaching the truth and he told lies to the people. Some left the church, and others stayed. I convicted him strongly by My Spirit, that his preaching and teaching was not the truth. He knew the way. He said within his heart “If I preach to people only about things they want to hear, then I will have a large church.”

The Lord God Jesus said “His church did in fact increase with members. Seducing spirits filled his heart with lust for the love of money. His heart was also filled with lies, and he no longer spoke the truth about Me as the only savior for humanity. He preached to his congregations that there are many ways to God when he knew I said in My word that “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.” (John 14:6)

The Lord God Jesus said, ”HE ALSO PREACHED THE MESSAGE TO MANY THE FALSE DOCTRINE OF "ONCE SAVED, YOU ARE ALWAYS SAVED," AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, YOU CANNOT LOSE YOUR SALVATION. THIS PREACHER ENCOURAGED MANY PEOPLE TO SIN. He became rich from that kind of preaching. I came to him many times by My Holy Spirit to tell him to stop doing wrong things, but he refused to listen. In fact, he grew worse and committed adultery with married women of the church. He drank strong drinks every day, and over a period of time, he became an alcoholic. One day he drank so much alcohol that while driving he ran into another car, killing the driver and himself. When he died he immediately came here to Hell. He is here because he didn’t repent of his ungodly sinful ways.”

Just then the man began to see the Lord God Jesus and he said, “Lord, I knew that you would come and let me out of here, I have been good.” The Lord replied, “Martin, you know the reason you are here.” Martin answered, “I preached to hundreds of people for You. I told them about Your love. I told them to come to church.” The Lord God Jesus replied “YES, YOU GOT A LOT OF PEOPLE TO COME TO CHURCH, AND THE REASON THEY CAME IS TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAD TO SAY, AND NOT WHAT I HAD TO SAY. YOU HAVE PERVERTED THE TRUTH OF MY GOSPEL WITH LIES, YOU HAVE GIVEN HEED TO DEMON SPIRITS, AND CAUSED MANY PEOPLE TO GO ASTRAY FROM MY LOVE”

1 Tim 4:1-2 Now the Spirit expressly says that in latter times some will depart from the faith, giving heed to deceiving spirits and doctrines of demons, speaking lies in hypocrisy, having their own conscience seared with a hot iron.

Then the Lord God Jesus said to the man, ”If you only would have listened to the truth and obeyed, you would not be here this hour.” Then the man screamed, “Let me out! Let me out of here, Jesus.” With tears falling from the Lord God Jesus eyes, He said, “ I did not send you here to this place of Hell. You sent yourself when you willingly disobeyed My holy commandments and wouldn’t repent. I’m sorry, Martin, but your request has been denied. You must face the punishment for your sins.” Having said that the Lord God Jesus said to me, “Come, let's go.” As we walked away, the man stuck his hands through the bars of the cell, reaching out at the Lord God Jesus, biting his teeth together in anger and shouting profanities.

I stopped walking and looked back at the cell because I just could not believe what I was hearing. What I saw was shocking – fire has consumed the man’s entire body. He began to scream in terror as the fire ripped to shreds the white robe that he was wearing. Then racing all over his body, the fire melted the flesh off his bones to a black crisp. The man ran around in that little jail cell. While being in pain, he screamed in terror. I was very scared and very sad. Then the Lord God Jesus said unto me, “Remember what I said in the gospel of Matthew, the 25th chapter verse 30 – “’And cast the unprofitable servant into the outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’”

James 1, 12-16 … “Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him. Let no one say when he is tempted, “I am tempted by God”; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death. Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren.”

THE CURSED ONES OF MATTHEW 7: 21-23 IN HELL

Then the Lord God Jesus said to me, “Look, listen and learn. This place, called the Outer Darkness of Hell, is full of the ungodly, the wicked, and the unrepentant and the lukewarm backslidden professing Christians that returned to sinning and would not repent of their evil works. There came a time when they died and immediately they arrived here. These are the disobedient professing servants of God who consist of hypocritical Catholics, Christians, Jews – “And my people are bent to backsliding from me” (Hosea 11: 7), and also members of any other religious organizations. There are people of all races and religious backgrounds who are in this place which is now named the Outer Darkness of Hell this very hour.”

The Lord God Jesus said, ”Follow Me” so we walked through the gate, and I began to hear what seemed like thousands of people screaming and crying. The smell of rotting flesh filled the air. There were small craters of dim flicking fire, which protruded out of the ground all around us. I was terrified. I began to hold on to Jesus. Then all of a sudden, dark shadows, forms and figures began to dart before us. Jesus said, “Fear not." And He told me that He had overcome Death, Hell, and the Grave.

REPENTANCE

Before I continue telling you what I saw, I want to say to all of those who read this, especially you preachers, please repent of your sins. All people of the Earth please turn from your wicked ways. Ask the Lord God Jesus into your heart and to save you so that you will not come to this horrible place called Hell.

CELLBLOCK OF SEVEN LEVELS

Now I will tell you what I saw, a huge demonic dark angel, about 8 feet in height, with outstretched wings, holding a big black book. As he read from the book he began to identify different types of ministers that were in the jail cells, human souls that were inside those jail cells, male and female. He also named the different levels of the cellblock.

The dark angel said, “The 1st level contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical Apostles. The 2nd level contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical Prophets. The 3rd level contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical Evangelists (which included some Catholic priests). The 4th level contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical Pastors. The 5th level contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical Bible Teachers. The 6th level contains those who the Lord God Jesus called to feed the poor, and they did so, but their works were evil. The 7th level is the smallest level which contains the unrepentant lukewarm ministers who are evil, backslidden and hypocritical overseers; the pastoral Bishops.”

I continued to listen as he identified ministers from different church denominations and religious organizations, even some I had never heard of. The cellblock was packed from top to bottom with countless souls of the living dead. I saw skeletal forms reaching their bony hands through what looked like prison bars, and as I watched the entire call block ignited with Fire, and the skeletal forms began to SCREAM in pain and agony. The dark angel began to laugh.

THEIR FRUITS AND WORKS

I pleaded with the Lord God Jesus to let them out. He replied to me “These are the servants who, while on Earth, I called upon to be My ministers, My children, but they refused to serve Me with a pure and whole heart. They were hypocritical in their service to Me. They stole from the poor, they took advantage of the sick, and they mocked those that were in prison on the Earth. They had complete disrespect for strangers that would come into the churches where they were preaching. I sent strangers, who were My servants to their churches to see how well they would be treated. As well, I sent My holy angels, often appearing as men and women (Heb 13: 2), who were also treated with disrespect and came back to report about the churches activities.”

“The angel who keeps watch over the Apostle’s ministry, which is part of the five finger Church, the right hand of God (the 5 fold ministry, Eph 4:11 “He Himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers) reported to me that within the churches of the Apostles ministry was racism, hatred, and fornication amongst the people, which the Apostle’s allowed to take place. The angel who keeps watch over the Prophet’s ministry reported to me that within the churches of the Prophets ministry, that there were spirits of greed, adultery, and other sins that the Prophets allowed to take place. The angel who keeps watch over the Evangelist’s ministry (which included some Catholic priests) reported to me that within the churches of the Evangelists ministry that the Evangelists allowed unrepentant mobsters of organized crime to come in and pollute the church and also allowed strong drinks of alcohol, racism and homosexual activity to be performed on little children, as well as other sins.”

“The angel who keeps watch over the Pastors ministry reported to me that within the churches of the Pastor’s ministry, the pastors allowed witchcraft and other occult practices to take place. The angel who keeps watch over the Teachers ministry reported to me that within the churches of the Teachers of the Bible ministry, the Bible teachers, they were giving heed to doctrines of demons, and allowed lies instead of truth to be taught. This type of teaching caused corruption in the minds and hearts of its people. One particular church had given in to the use of illegal drugs.”

The Lord God Jesus continued, “The souls that you see here this hour are being tormented in the Outer Darkness of Hell. They have been here for a long time, many years. They are ministers from around the world. They had plenty of time to repent of their hypocritical, unrepentant, sinful and evils ways, but they did not. I had given them much space to repent, but they ignored My loving grace. They were warned. They knew what would happen to them if they continued to blaspheme My Holy Word, and live hypocritically.” (Rom 3:21-24).

TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE

This prison block that you are looking at now contains two types of people in nature. The first kind is the unprofitable servants of God – Matt 25,30 …”And cast the unprofitable servant into the outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” The second kind is another group of people who speak of the laws of My commandments but have no fellowship with My Holy Spirit or My Holy Word which you call the Bible. – Matt 24, 50-51 … “the master of that servant will come on a day when he is not looking for him and at an hour that he is not aware of, and will cut him in two and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites. There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

“BUT LORD, DIDN’T WE ….”

I could see and hear from the lower level of the prison cell in which the backslidden apostles were imprisoned, many voices began to cry out to the Lord God Jesus, and a man's voice said, “Let me out of here, Master Lord God Jesus! I am one of your good Apostles!” Then the voices rang out from the second level, the Prophets saying ”Let me out of here, let me out of here! Didn’t I prophesy in Your name?” Then voices called out from the third level, where the Evangelists were saying, “Didn’t I cast out demons in Your name?” Voices rang out from the fourth level where the backslidden Pastors were, saying, “Did we not work miracles in Your name by preaching Your word, and did we not raise the dead?” Then the voices rang out from the fifth level, where the backslidden Teachers were, saying, ”Did we not teach Your mighty Word and do mighty works in Your name? Did we not cast out demons and heal the sick?”

The Lord God Jesus said to them, “You Hypocrites! Truly, you did those things, but your works were for your own good.” They all screamed, “No my Lord! Those works were all done for You.” Then the Lord God Jesus said to them, “Even in the Outer Darkness of Hell, you are still telling lies!” Then the voices cried from the sixth floor, from those who were called to feed the poor, a man cried “Lord, Lord remember me? Did I not feed the poor, visit the sick, clothe the naked and give shelter to the homeless?” The Lord God Jesus said to those pitiful souls, “You Hypocrites! Surely you all did these things, but you only did them half-heartedly. The money that I entrusted you with was to take care of the poor, but you wasted it on other things, mostly on yourselves!”

Then cries and unexplained woes of pain and grief erupted from the seventh floor, where the backslidden Bishops were. I listened in fear as Bishop after Bishop gave the Lord God Jesus many reasons why they should not be in Hell. The Lord God Jesus looked up at the pitiful souls on the seventh level with tears running down His face as He said, “You Hypocrites! I gave you the highest office within My Church. I gave you perfect instructions (1Tim 3:1-7) on how to love and care for the church. You yourselves I told to be holy and blameless and you lived a lifestyle of un-holiness and sin. Not only were you responsible for your own conduct, but also you were responsible for the conduct of the church that I placed under your authority. That is why you are in Hell, even in rank over all other souls in this cell block. You are in cellblock level number seven. The number seven is the very number of perfection. You knew perfectly well what your duties were as a Bishop. Therefore, this hour I say unto you, your punishment for disobedience will be perfected this very hour. All of the souls that are here in these prison calls beneath you Bishops, they are now being punished because of a lack of responsibility and authority I entrusted you with to care of My five-finger (5 fold) ministry in My right hand. I will let you out of here on the day of My Great White Throne Judgment (Rev 20;11-15 – to be sentenced to the Lake of Fire) but as for now you must stay and face your punishment for your unrepentant hypocritical and evil works. Depart from Me, you that work iniquity, I know you not.”

Matt 7, 21-23 Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’

THE TORMENTS OF THE DAMNED

I looked to the right of me, and I saw a huge shadow racing across the ground. As it came close to where the Lord God Jesus and I were standing, I saw it was thousands of tiny black spiders. I watched in horror as the spiders raced across the ground in masses, crawling up the bars to the very top of the jail cells, where the Bishops were. I noticed that they had teeth and red eyes. I watched as they entered the jail cells, and began to crawl all over the Bishops, attacking them and biting them all over their bodies with their teeth. There were masses of them; so many that they covered all the cells. You could not see the cells or the poor souls that were in them because thousands of those black spiders covered them like an enormous black blanket. Oh, what screams and cries came from within the cells, from the Apostles, Prophets, Teachers, Evangelists, Pastors, Bishops who were disobedient children of God. Then the Lord God Jesus said to me, “These are the cursed ones, the disobedient children that I called into My Kingdom, but this hour they are here in this place of Outer Darkness, tormented and suffering for their disobedience”

Romans 1: 18-19 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them.

BEWARE OF SEDUCING SPIRITS

Then the Lord God Jesus said, “Look, listen and learn. Those spiders you see are demonic spirits who were assigned by the Prince of Hell to go to the Earth and seduce the ministers of God. Those demonic spiders have the power to cause men and women to be sexually seduced. They are sexual seducing spirits, better known as unclean spirits. They are part of the blame for those ministers that you see in those prisons cells to be here this very hour. These preachers became involved in all sorts of fornication, adultery, homosexuality, masturbation, pornography, lust, the ways of Sodom and Gomorrah, sexually taking advantage of little children and bestiality. Had they gained control over their sexual appetite, they would not be here. If only they had not given heed to those seducing demonic unclean spirits that appear as spiders. All demons spirits do not look like this, there are different shapes and forms of many sizes.”

1 Tim 4: 1 Now the Spirit speaks expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils.

James 4: 7-8 But He gives more grace. Therefore He says: ‘God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble’. Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.”

BE HOLY – SERVE THE LORD WHOLE-HEARTEDLY & OBEDIENTLY

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CID RICARDO

8 HOURS IN HEAVEN

SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 4, 2011

Ricardo Cid, a Peruvian had the rare privilege of being shown eternity in this testimony. Pay utmost attention as you read and be blessed as Ricardo recounts his experience in his own words.

The Lord says, "I am sending this message to My people on the earth because I exist in the heavenly realms."

Church, please listen to what happened to me. In a dream, the Lord started dealing with me. In that dream, I walked in the streets in my neighborhood and I felt that someone lifted me up by my arms into the sky and I was running on the clouds and glorifying God. A great brightness came over me and a voice said out of that brightness, "Ricardo, Ricardo, quit your job because I want to do something with your life and with My church on the earth."

After hearing these words, I trembled violently and woke up from my dream. I got up and I started crying to God and asking, "What is this, Lord?"

This voice came to me very strongly. It impressed on me for many days. Then I lay to sleep again and had the same dream and the Lord repeated the same message to me. After repeated times, I would wake up screaming because God's voice would increase in volume each time. Each time I wake up trembling, I would scream and my parents would ask, "What's the matter?" I would tell them about the dreams and my mother prayed for me and told me, "If the Lord is speaking to you, then He will give you understanding." We continued praying all night long until it was time for me to go to work that next morning. My mother told me then to get ready and leave for work. We asked the Lord for a sign to let us know whether or not it was He who was talking to me. I took a shower, got ready, and went to work. I used to work at "Chile Laboratories" a company in Santiago, the capital city of Chile.

I really loved my job. I would get picked up at the bus station to go to work. When I got off of the bus that morning, someone immediately told me, "What are you doing here? You aren't supposed to be in this place any longer." On several occasions, others told me the same thing. The amazing thing is that they weren't born again Christians. This is the sign that God gave me. After the sign, I decided to go to my boss to quit. I told him, "I must leave the company because God has commanded me to quit." When the Lord commands, we MUST obey. My boss was concerned about me and asked, "What are you going to do? Where will you find another job as good as this one?" I told him that I had to obey God. So they had a send-forth party for me. I gathered all of my things and went back home. As I arrived crying, my mother was already waiting for me at the front porch. I told her that I quit my job because the Lord confirmed my dreams through the people that spoke to me. She replied, "If the Lord spoke to you, then may He will do with your life as He pleases."

She and I went into the house and we talked until nightfall. Then, I told her I need to go to bed because God will talk to me tonight in a dream. I had the strong belief that the Lord would speak to me in a dream, but it didn't happen as I thought. When I went into the bedroom and took off my clothes, the room started to shake. And I started shouting, "It's an earthquake that's hitting Santiago, Chile." I tried to leave my bedroom, but someone invisible was stopping me from exiting through the door. I was able to see my mom and family across the room and I cried for help, but no one could hear me. Now I know, this invisible being was the angel of the Lord. I stepped back and lay on my bed and cried out to God, begging Him to tell me what's going on.

Then an audible voice spoke to me in a most beautiful voice, saying, "Ricardo, now that you have left your job, I want you to go to the church and pray seven hours a day every day for your life, and for My church on the earth." After the Lord had stopped speaking, the room stopped shaking. I then stretched my hand through my doorway and found that I could leave the room again. Then I ran to my mother and shouted "I heard the voice of the Holy Spirit" and then left my home and started shouting that outside. Some people don't believe that God still talks to people today, but I tell you it's true, He does speak to people! If the Lord could speak to Abraham, he can still talk to us, his church today!

I went to the church and talked with the Bishop and we agreed to open the church at 8 am every morning so that I could pray and obey God's command. Every morning, I would go to church and pray one hour, two, and by the third, I wouldn't have anything else to pray for and I'd ask God, "Lord, what else can I pray? I have four hours left!"

Then, I heard an underground rumbling starting from the back door of the church. I then felt the church swaying from left to right like a drunk person. During this movement, the Lord spoke to me clearly, but not in the same voice as in the dream before. The voice He spoke to me before was with authority. This time He spoke in a voice of sorrow. He said, "Ricardo, Ricardo pray for My church! My church isn't the same anymore! My church on the earth has changed. My church has lost its faith. My church doesn't believe in Me or My existence! Tell My church that I exist! Intercede for My church, because My church doesn't pray or fast anymore!" The shaking stopped after He finished speaking. I then started interceding and walking up and down the church for the remaining four hours begging for the people of God to be revived.

On Thursday of the second week in intercession, I woke up with intense pain in my bones and joints and didn't want to get up. My mother woke me up to go to the church to pray, but I complained that my body and bones were in pain. She then advised that I pray at home instead. However, I reminded her that God specifically told me to go to the church to pray. So, she helped me get dressed and took me to church. That morning, there were many people praying at the church and I asked for prayer because of the pain in my body. I told them I was too weak to pray. So they anointed me and prayed for my body and I received supernatural strength from God. I started praying and pacing back and forth, asking for God's mercy on the nation of Chile and for families and drug abused people and for the church.

I finished the intercession and then came later that night for a church service. After the bishop's blessing, I lifted up my hands and felt someone pass by and touch my back. When this happened, I lost all strength and fell to the floor. The bishop asked what was wrong with me and I responded I don't know, I had no strength and I can hardly talk. Then the church surrounded me and began to pray in tongues and shout. Then some of the congregation could see the angel that was coming in and asking me to leave my body. The bishop declared, "You will not leave your body!" As he said this, the angel stopped motioning for me to leave my body. There I learned a profound spiritual lesson that, any person who has authority in Jesus will be honored by the angel of the Lord.

The bishop then asked me, "How long does the angel want to take you from your body?" I then asked the angel how long he will take me out of my body. The angel replied, "You will be gone for 8 hours to see Jesus in the third heaven because He wants to talk to you." Then, the angel told me, "I am not the one who will escort you to heaven, because I am your guardian angel who has protected you every day you have lived on this earth. Two angels will come from heaven to take you to the third heaven at the midnight hour." I related this to the bishop and he decided to take me in another brother's car to a pastor's home on a second floor.

After my experience, I was told that two men in bright white shining robes appeared in the middle of the street and walked into the first floor of the building and came up to the second floor where I was staying. These angels were beautiful. They had brilliant white hair, whiter than snow and eyes that were fashioned like pearls. Their skin was as soft as a baby's yet their bodies were muscular like a bodybuilder. These angels are powerful! I then told the bishop, the angels that were sent to take me to heaven are here. One of the angels started motioning me to leave my body. As this happened, my bones started hurting again. So, the brothers in Christ next to me started massaging my body and telling me that it was getting ice cold. Next, they went to get portable heaters to heat my body up again. As the angels were calling me to leave my body, I started to get desperate and moving from one side to the other. I started feeling death take over my body and I shouted to my brothers in Christ, "Don't bury me, I will be back!"

I left my body, and then I jumped on my bed. I saw my brothers in Christ touching my body and saying, "He's gone, he left his body!" But I was right there next to them telling them, "I am here!" However, they couldn't see my body because it was an incorruptible spirit body. My brothers started wrapping my body in a blanket.

One of the angels told me, "It's time to go because the Lord is waiting for you!" Each angel took me by an arm and lifted me up to the heavens and I crossed through the atmosphere at lightning speed. I will tell you this, even if you don't believe any of this, my Jesus Christ exists and lives forever!

Later, when the Lord told me to go back to my body, I told Him, "Who on earth will believe me, let me stay with You! No one will believe this revelation, no one will believe this because they don't have faith! The lack of faith on the earth is huge, who will believe this experience?" The Lord replied, "Those that belong to My true church will believe you"

As I left my body that night and I was flying at an incredible speed on my way to visit the Lord, I was able to look down and see the planet earth. Then I passed right next to the moon, this glorious moon that brightens the night sky on earth. Then, I was able to see the giant sun with my own eyes; I was able to see the flames that explode from the sun and warm the earth. Then we continued on and I saw many stars as I passed by them. God allowed me to see the sun, moon, and stars for a purpose: that purpose is to tell all of you that our God is a huge creator of the universe! He's not small by any means!

We continued traveling at a great rate of speed until we reached a place where there were no more stars. No more creation, just darkness. I could look down and see all of the stars below me. I started feeling afraid and asking the angels, "Where are you taking me? Please take me back to my body on the earth!" They then squeezed me tight and wrapped one of each of their legs around mine and held me. I then started bending over in somewhat of a fetal position because of the fear I felt. The angels said "Be quiet! We are taking you to the Third Heaven where Jesus is waiting for you!" The angels stopped and during this moment, I was looking in all directions, but couldn't see anything. I didn't know where I was, but I thought it was the second heaven.

CELESTIAL DARK REALM OF SATAN AND HIS DEMONS

I was in this situation when I suddenly felt and heard the terrible noise of a stampede above me. The angels squeezed me and said, "Ricardo, don't fear, Jesus is with us!" As they were speaking, they also said, "Turn up your head and look above you!" I was surprised by what I was looking at because there was some kind of motion by creatures above us. One of the angels said, "Look, we will show you what you are looking at above us!" And one of the angels motioned with his hand from one side to the other and illuminated the entire sky above us to see what was there. As the sky was illuminated, there was nothing but demons and devils surrounding the entire sky. The LORD REBUKE THEM ALL in JESUS' NAME!! The Bible is true!! Everything that's going on in this earth is what you see in Revelation. Jesus is coming soon!! How can I convince you of this, it's so SOON!! I asked the angel, "What is this place?" One of them responded, "This is the celestial realm of darkness where Satan and his demons inhabit." I started saying, "That's why there's so much evil on earth! These demons come to the earth from this realm and cause all forms of destruction and wickedness on the race of men. The realm is full of demons. There were millions of them. In fact, they were uncountable!

THUNDERCATS POWER RANGERS

Then the angels started motioning for me to look more closely and they showed me the faces of these creatures and I discovered that many of these horrible beings are already being shown to us on television! These beings were MONSTROUS! I saw the Thundercats and Power Rangers and caricatures from animations, cartoons and horror movies in real life. All of the creators of these movies and animations have formed a pact with the devil to produce these things for television and cinema! All of those drawings come from that spiritual realm that I experienced. Why do you think that nowadays children are so rebellious? It's because those demons enter into your children as they view these shows that depict them. That's why we need to learn to teach our kids how to discern what to watch on TV. The angel told me that this is all a reality and truth. All these demons exist and people are making pacts with the devil to bring these demons to the earth. These demons started to curse me, and the church, and the Father, and the Lord Jesus and the earth because they don't respect God or any His creation.

Then, I saw in the flesh a goblin named Hugo, who is a popular cartoon caricature in Chile. He was horrifying to look at. He came near me and told me, "We will go to the earth and kill all the children!" Why do you think that children are killing children? It's because some of them said that something came out of the television and told me to do this or that. These demons are planting hatred on the earth. May the Lord deliver and cleanse our world!

DEMONIC DESTRUCTION OF CHURCHES THROUGH GOSSIP AND DIVISION

One of the angels told me "Continue to look!" And the demons said, "We've tried to destroy the church, but we can't because when we kill one, then thousands rise up to replace the dead ones!" Since the beginning of the church, Satan has tried to destroy it, the church that preaches the true Gospel and does the work of God, but he can't because the Lord Jesus protects us! Then the demons said, "Let's do something new, let's go inside churches because there are many in the churches that belong to us! We are going to use these people to spread gossip and division amongst the brethren in the church. We will cause churches to fall by gossip and the Holy Spirit will be grieved and leave the church." The devil goes everywhere looking to destroy those who love the justice of God. Just like in this scripture verse: Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour. 1 Peter 5:8

ARMY OF WARRIOR ANGELS

I didn't want to see anymore, but the angel told me to continue to look at the events occurring. I saw the demons fleeing everywhere as a single bright shining star was coming. As this star was approaching, it was bringing much praise and worship to the Lord. This star wasn't a star, it was millions of angels riding on white horses praising the Lord of Hosts!! They were shouting "Holy, Holy, Holy, is the One who lives from age to age! The Lord is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end and let all that has breath praise the Lord!" And then I saw a great battle and could not find the demons anymore. "Don't fear anymore because there are more angels with us than those on the enemy's side!"

The angels made a way to the third heaven. They divided into two groups one to the right and one to the left. It was an open way to the third heaven! This way reaches heaven and you could see the celestial city of God. I was able to see this path of glorious and marvelous angels. They had cleared the entire region from demons and they never stopped praising God and blessing His name! The angels placed me in front of them and told me, "You must wait here!"

Then in the distance, I looked and from the celestial city, I saw a person in white robes riding a white horse. As he was getting closer, the angels would not cease praising God's name and exalting Him. This person came to about the distance of about 4 meters from me. This being was beautiful, even more beautiful than the other angels. I expected him to speak to me, but what he did was look at me for a little while and shout, "I am Michael the archangel who is in charge of guarding you and the church on the earth!" I met the archangel Michael face to face and he was a precious being! He turned to his side and pointed a way for me to enter the celestial city. He said, "Enter! The Lord Jesus is waiting for you!" I was walking on the path to the city and as I was walking, the angels were shouting and praising the Lord. I cried and cried as I was looking at the city.

The city was made of pure transparent gold and the doors to the entrance were made of pearl. The floors were crystal in appearance. I had never seen anything like this on the earth and neither could a human being create it. The architect was our Lord and God of the universe. I was outside the city and the entrance doors were wide open. And those doors are still open. I was able to see inside and on the walls were rubies and sapphires and pearls that were brilliant. And from within the city, there were millions upon millions of voices praising God! I trembled from outside the city hearing this. I heard a single voice which shook the heavens and behind this voice shouted millions and millions of praises to God saying "Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lamb of God and the Father to whom belongs the glory and the honor forever and ever AMEN!"

This great voice shouted "BE HOLY, FOR I AM HOLY! ONLY THE HOLY ONES WILL ENTER THIS PLACE! FOR WITHOUT HOLINESS, NO ONE WILL SEE THE LORD." Without holiness, no one will see Him.

A voice said, "Enter," and I entered the city. And I saw a marvelous throne flowing with fire. And as the fire was coming out of the throne, I paid attention and I saw Jesus, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! I fell prostrate before Him on the ground without any strength. His hand came out of the flame extended to me and He said, "Get on your feet!" I gained strength and stood up. I immediately started touching His feet and arms and body. When I saw His face, His appearance is nothing like how artists on the earth produce in their paintings! Many people make gods of wood and many other images! But I want to tell you brothers that Jesus didn't look like those images. He was a very muscular God! He's not a mediocre God, He's all powerful!! He said, "I am not a God made of chalk or wood, I am a living God who exists!" He continued, "Tell My church on the earth that I am real! I truly live and exist! Tell My people that heaven is real and I am waiting for them!"

He told me, "Come, walk with Me and I will show you something great." We looked down from the ground and could see the earth and all that was done upon the earth. Jesus said, "I am able to see everything that My church does!" He knows everything that we do and I was able to see many of you from heaven. Jesus told me, "Look at My church!" and I saw brothers against brothers, and churches against other churches. Jesus then told me, "My church has lost their faith, they don't want to believe in Me, wickedness has multiplied on the earth and people don't want to believe that I exist. Tell My people I am going to do something great on the earth! My church is backsliding instead of growing." The Lord started to cry over His church and He said, "This church is not My church!" I said, "Lord, don't talk that way! Of course, we are your church." Then the Lord replied, "No, My church walks in miraculous power and signs and wonders! My church has decreased! However, tell them, I will be back to raise them again!"

ROBBERS OF TITHES AND OFFERINGS WILL NOT ENTER HEAVEN

He told me to continue to walk with Him and we went through a door and the ground was made of pure gold. I started running up and down the gold street and picking up gold dust and sprinkling it on my body. And then the Lord told me to come back and tell you that there are streets of gold in heaven. "All this belongs to My people," the Lord said. "But, in My church, there are many thieves who steal My tithes and offerings! Tell My people that no thief will enter My kingdom in heaven!" We need to straighten up our lives for the Lord.

PREPARATIONS FOR THE WEDDING OF THE LAMB HAVE BEEN COMPLETED

Then we saw a very long table for millions of people with plenty of food and refreshments. There were also many crowns and crystal goblets for people to drink from. The Lord said, "Ricardo all of this has been prepared for My people!" This was the table prepared for the wedding of the Lamb.

There is another sister in Christ who was also taken to heaven and she also saw angels going back and forth preparing the wedding supper also! I told the Lord, "Why did this sister see angels preparing things here, but I don't see any preparations being done?" The Lord replied, "That is because all the preparations are complete!" There are crowns for all those who work and are obedient to the Lord. I then said, "Lord when are You coming back then, if all preparations are complete? How much longer till You return? Show me the clock, how much time is left in the heavenly clock?" Many other people have had dreams of a clock, showing almost midnight when the Lord is supposed to return. I asked, "Lord when will the clock strike midnight? Is it one minute left? five minutes?" Jesus studied my face for a moment, then He replied, "Ricardo, in heaven there is no more clock!" I then responded, "Well Lord, if there is no more time, why haven't You returned yet?" Jesus lifts His hands and takes His thumb and forefinger showing the sign for something very small and said, "All the time that is left is simply the Father's grace for those who have backslidden to offer them a chance to repent and do the first works." And the Lord of Hosts hasn't returned because He has given us all a tiny space to repent and that time is called "A time of the Father's grace."

Then an angel appeared to our right and shouted, "The time has come! Time is finished. Every preparation is complete! Jesus is receiving His bride!" The Lord is coming and all the signs of the scriptures are fulfilled! The movies are showing that something catastrophic is coming. The scientists know that something great will happen, they just don't understand what it is! However, we the church know that Jesus is coming soon! When the angel finished shouting, then all of the millions of angels started jumping and rejoicing that the bride is finally returning to heaven. I kept asking, "What is going on?" but no one paid attention to me, they were all rejoicing in the good news. So, I joined the angels and started exalting Jesus' name also! At that moment, when I lifted my arms I felt someone lift me out of heaven and send me down at a tremendous rate of speed.

Right now, the angels are all rejoicing that the bride is returning. I came back to the earth and was dropped at the pulpit in the church where I would pray every day. Time is so short! If you don't want to believe me, then don't believe! But it doesn’t change the fact that He is still coming and it will be for eternity. The people of God don't want to believe in the rapture. Please awake; for God's sake awaken to the truth!! (Ricardo is crying).

LEFT BEHIND AFTER RAPTURE

The Lord was here next to me and He told me, "Ricardo, this is what the rapture would look like if it happened right now!" I was then able to see the whole earth and the precious, beautiful Holy Spirit, the One who gives us peace and joy leave this earth. I then saw a vapor enter the church and surrounded me and I asked the Lord, "What's this?" He said, "This is what I call the Rapture." I then saw people breaking down the church doors, wanting to come in, and shouting, "Where are my children? They are all gone!" All children of the earth were gone because God will not leave any behind. The first one to enter the church was the choir director, shouting, "Where's the church! I am left behind! I stay!" After the choir director, I saw other pastors and brothers and sisters and the overseer of the church all crying, "I was left behind!" Many parents and spouses were looking for their loved ones and the people in the church responded, "Your loved ones aren't here! The Lord took them." Then these people would cry, "Then it was all true, Jesus came and took His bride!"

People were weeping and lamenting wishing that they had believed in Jesus the Christ. Everyone who doesn't believe in Jesus as the Messiah is lost! I saw many people and pastors crying and the people started asking their pastors, "Why didn't you preach the truth, why didn't you teach holiness and warn me about all of this? It is all your fault that I was left behind!" Many will stay behind because they are not living holy lives. We need to preach true holiness and teach people to truly repent! I saw how people would beat the pastors and tear them to shreds and pull out their hair. The pastors would cry and beg the people not to harm them. The people would not stop because they were now demonized.

There are entire churches that will be left behind. I saw a brother that was trying to rip his own eyes out because of the sorrow. And people would hit their heads against floors and walls because they couldn't understand that Jesus was the only answer. People would cut themselves and bang their heads until you could see their skulls crack and they would fall to the ground. And blood flowed freely in the churches from people who were injuring themselves. Then I saw a youth crying out to God, "Please Lord, take me!" It was too late. Jesus had already come and received His church. I fell to the ground because I saw many more terrible things.

Jesus said to me, "In the great tribulation, there will be troubles like never before." I then asked, "Why are people jumping back up after hurting themselves so badly?" The Lord Jesus replied, "Because at this time, people will cry for death to come, but will not find it. Death will have fled from the earth. I asked the Lord, "Why did all these pastors and people stay behind?" And the Lord said, "Because I know them. I know their hearts." God knows us. He knows all of our hearts. 

I collapsed to the ground, almost fainted. 

Jesus said, "I wanted to show you this so that you could warn My church and give them hope. Tell them that if people will repent now, I will forgive them while there is still time. I will do a great thing on earth. Tell My people that if they ask for forgiveness, I will pardon." 

That is the entire revelation that God gave me (Ricardo Cid). He is coming soon. Maranatha! Amen!

JOHN MULINDE OF UGANDA 2

ALL ALONG I THOUGHT I WAS SERVING GOD

Check out this lengthy but wildly troubling story of an encounter by John Mulinde, a leader with a world ministry on every continent except Antarctica. God told him, "If I had come today to take My Bride, you wouldn't be part of that. I wouldn't take you."

Here's his story:

Then suddenly a bright light hit my eyes. My eyes were closed. I was on my knees with my head on the ground, but a bright light hit me. I lifted up my eyes and said, "What is this?" I opened my eyes and I couldn't look in the light. Even when I closed them, it pierced into my eyes. I bowed my head again, and I was trembling and thinking, "What on earth is going on?" Then I heard a voice, deep and calm. He called my name three times. I couldn't answer. There was no strength in me to answer, but inwardly I was saying, "I'm here." He called me—"John"—three times.

Then He said to me, "I knew you before the creation of the world, and I chose you and set you apart to serve Me as a witness in these last days. I want to say to you, if I had come today to take My Bride, you wouldn't be part of that. I wouldn't take you."

I can't describe the shock that came upon me. I think I was in shock. I didn't even respond. It hit me. He repeated it.

He said, "I wouldn't take you. For it is written, 'He will appear to those who wait upon Him' (Heb 9:28, paraphrased). You're not living your life as a person waiting upon Me. You're allowing all kinds of filth to come into your life. You're living like one who cares not."

As I said, I couldn't speak with my lips. At that moment I was thinking, "This can't be happening to me. I gave up my job to serve the Lord; I gave up the house that my father had given me because I wanted to go to the mission field. I gave up this, I gave up that; this can't be God saying to me that He wouldn't take me." None of my theology and teachings could accept that. He spoke to me these words written in the book of 1 Corinthians 6. He quoted them; I found them later. I couldn't even remember that they were in the Scriptures, but later on, I found them in the Scriptures. It says: "Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God" (1 Cor. 6:10)."

THE HEART IS DECEITFUL ABOVE ALL THINGS, AND DESPERATELY WICKED" (Jer. 17:9).

He went on to say to me, "Your life is so full of filth. You walk with an outward appearance, and you cover many things in your heart. You forget that I am the Lord who examines the heart. You are not ready to meet Me." He began to say to me, "If your life is full of this and this and this and this, then are you ready for My appearance?" As He measured the various things, I could say, "OK, Lord, have mercy." But then He mentioned one thing that my heart rejected. In my own understanding, I had never turned into that. He said, "If your life is full of fornication." And everything in me said, "Oh, no. That cannot be." I said it in my heart, and the voice stopped. For a moment there was silence. Then He said to me, "There is no crooked word that comes out of My mouth. Do you call Me a liar? But because you don't even know your own heart, I will show it to you. Remember this day when you were in this place at this hour?"

Brothers and sisters, I didn't even remember. I practically saw myself back in that very moment—not as a memory, but as a reality. I was back in that moment. I saw myself sitting in the taxi waiting for the taxi car to be filled. Then I was looking out at some lady with all kinds of filthy imaginations. The moment it came back, I thought, "Oh, God, I have sinned against You." He said, "No, you haven't sinned. You live in sin. You live in that. You live from morning to evening in such imaginations. Even in your bed at night you indulge in the same. I know every moment of your private life. I know your thoughts. You don't even fear, even sitting in church. Someone steps up on the platform to serve Me and you strip them naked in your imagination. You imagine all kinds of things. I am the Lord who examines the heart. Have you not read that he who even looks upon a woman to lust after her has already committed adultery with her (Matt. 5:28)?" Pictures began to pass before me of how my imagination works.

This isn't something of which I could say, "Lord, I fell in sin. Lord, I was weak." It was my way of life. It was my constant way of life. I was comfortable in it. I was comfortable that no one else could see it, but God was saying, "I see it. I am the Lord who examines the heart." I was so ashamed, but then He said, "That's not the worst of all. You still live in this." He began to mention things that appear humanly small: the envy, the manipulation, and undercutting of one another so that you remain to appear the best, so that you appear to do the best, to preach the best, to work more miracles, to be more anointed; all the manipulation and self-promotions, all the grudges you hold in your hearts when you see someone else being promoted or recognized before you.

The way the Lord brought it up, it was so filthy. I cried and cried, and at some point, I was so intent on my grief. Then He raised His voice and said, "Keep quiet and listen." "I NEVER KNEW YOU; DEPART FROM ME, YOU WHO PRACTICE LAWLESSNESS!" I kept quiet, and He went on and on and on, unveiling more and more things. Even the things which appear so small, at that moment appeared so rotten. I felt like I was standing before the judgment seat with everything being thrown out. I wanted to say, "Stop, stop, I accept it all," but He wasn't stopping. At some point I was just saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He said, "Keep quiet." I wasn't speaking loudly; I was speaking in my heart. He said, "Keep quiet and listen."

As He continued I thought, "I must have been deceived. All along I thought I was serving God and yet I'm so filthy inside. I must have been deceived. The devil must have taken my life captive a long time ago." At that moment I thought of the miracles we were witnessing. I thought of the healings. I thought of all those wonderful things, and suddenly my heart sunk. I thought, "The devil has so deceived me that he could even use me to produce counterfeit miracles; to produce things I thought God was working—and yet it was the devil all along."

The voice kept quiet for a moment, and then He said to me, "Why are you imagining such thoughts? I don't do miracles because you're worthy. I do miracles because I love My people before whom you stand to preach. Have you never read of how they will come to Me on that day and say, 'Lord, Lord, in Your name we worked miracles, cast out demons, and prophesied'? Then I will say to them, 'Get out of My sight, you workers of iniquity. I never knew you'" (Matt. 7:21–23, paraphrased).

He said, "Don't depend on the miracles to assess your worthiness. Your worthiness isn't in the signs and wonders you witness in ministry. I do miracles because I love the people, and My name shall never be left without a witness on earth." He said, "Have you not ever read that without holiness, no one will see God (Heb. 12:14)? It's not the miracles; it's the holiness that comes from God." He spoke to me the Scripture in the book of Hebrews.

The full message can be found here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXWbPZXB9lc