THE MEMOIRS OF AN 80-YEAR-OLD MISSIONARY
I am a Christian and I live in Quebec City, Canada. I will tell you about my experiences. I will not tell you all, but only those that marked my ministry. When I was single I prayed to God to give me a husband. He gave me a Christian husband. He worked and traveled to work, came home once a month. He did not have time to go to the church where he worked. His faith was getting cold. My husband started to backslide and he was drinking alcoholic drinks. I started to feel sad about seeing this new situation. He came home every end of the month drunk. I was silent. I did not rebuke him when he returned from his work trip. I doubled the time on my knees and prayed to God. I said, "Lord I asked a man of God and not a lost soul. I do not want a drunk. I want that servant of yours that You gave me."
It was more than seven years of intercession for him to return. Today he is a pastor. I am of a generation where the true gospel was ministered followed with discipline and application of the Word of God. Everything was serious at that time. Because of the persecution, I went to live with my husband in Seattle, United States.
In the nineties, I was disappointed with the churches of that country. I was part of several seminaries of famous pastors. I saw many heresies in their teachings. As I was disciplined in the simple Gospel of Christ, I realized many doctrines came increasingly from the flesh. The seminaries were many and raised the greatest amount of money. I was saddened by the American churches. They taught the theology of prosperity. I did mission throughout this country and most of the churches subscribe to this gospel of prosperity. Churches that have not yet adopted that Gospel was in the minority and were not churches that were founded in the United States.
These churches were from countries like Colombia, Mexico, Chile, Brazil, and other poor countries. I warned these pastors of these churches not to adopt the Gospel of prosperity and not to hold seminars with these pastors. I reproached the American pastors. I went to Canada with my husband living in Quebec. I did not support congregating in the American churches. My spirit rejected all their teachings. I saw a minister speak that the United States is the world's most missioned country. That the money raised from American churches could run the whole world and stay at the best. He said that if it were not for them, the Gospel would not have reached many places in the world. It saddened me. I resolved not to congregate anymore in their ministries. My husband opened a church. He had already run a ministry in Russia and had experience.
We prayed to God and asked if the Gospel of prosperity made the United States a world leader in missions. The Lord told me that the United States was, but now it is not anymore. He said He does not depend on the United States to do the mission worldwide.
He said, "I am sovereign. I will raise countries like Mexico, Peru, Ecuador, Chile, Brazil and Uruguay to do the rest of missions that are lacking in the world. You who are from these countries are prepared. Tomorrow you can be a missionary from those countries that were mentioned."
The Lord said, "I will use the poor countries to complete the mission, but the rich countries will not complete. I will raise the humble and lower the exalted ones. I will confuse the wise."
I was once praying to God for my country, Russia and all Europe and I said for the Lord that the revival began in Europe through Martin Luther. The Lord used this man to open the eyes of the people. He translated the Bible to other peoples' languages so that they could understand the Word. But today I tell the brethren, the great cathedrals that have the capacity to receive crowds are empty.
I had a vision of a fireball moving away from Europe. Every time that ball went away two phenomena happened. I will tell the first phenomenon where my body cooled and my fingers hardened. I could not move my hand nor my legs. In this vision, I saw several ice statues, but they are of people who froze and stayed that way. The Lord told me the cold of the world entered the churches of Europe and froze their hearts and is taking all the love for Him and for His Word. Their spiritual lives are paralyzed. The Lord said, "The ball that you saw My servant is the revival that is moving away from this place. They rejected My heat because of the money and the good life that these countries had. They think they do not need Me. Europe has started to cool because of the technology that developed. As cities offered more comfort to their residents, the people became cold and comfortable."
I made a mission in Europe, in gigantic but dry cathedrals. The Lord showed me coffins of people and said that they are spiritually dead.
The Lord said: “I will raise these people from the midst of the dead, bow their hearts and humble themselves to Me.”
Many churches of prosperity from outside Europe have tried to open their churches within Europe to see if it attracts the people, but the people are rich and do not have need of more money. What happened was that no one appeared in those churches because everything that was offered by the churches, the people already had. The churches of prosperity closed and left. I say the people of Europe do not need money. The people need God, reconciliation, love, simplicity, a pure and true Gospel. If their hearts are locked in money we will preach so that their hearts let go of the money and they release and they return to be those people who initiated the first revival.
Another phenomenon that happened was when the fireball began to move away from Europe. In the vision Europe was dark. That ball of fire was like the sun of noon around me. I saw everything darken. I could not see anything else, for the darkness of that place would not let me see anything.
That ball of fire went toward Central America and poured out among the peoples. They received great authority to evangelize the world. I beheld the power of God breaking shackles of the peoples. Then passed in South America and poured out among the peoples and revived them. Little men rose up like giants of the Gospel to minister. God's power prepared an army of true Christians.
Then the ball of fire passed in Africa and revival continued pouring on those peoples. God raised prophets. AIDS cure happened, the needs of the poor were met. The power of God was manifested in people of various languages and tribes freeing from witchcraft.
Then to Asia and fire spread in these countries. Men of God arose to win the Buddhists, the Hindus and free the Muslims to God. The power of God saved nations that did not yet know the Gospel. I saw a great army of God preparing for a spiritual battle. The angels placed seals on these soldiers, a seal on the forehead, another seal on the hands. The Lord said, “These seals on the forehead are to protect their minds from the false Gospel and evil darts. The legions will attack their minds, but they will be protected. The seals on their hands are the good works that they will perform on Earth preparing the last harvest for the Rapture. The fire of revival traveled to places where the people were thirsty for God.”
COSMETICS
As I have the gift of vision, when I spend a lot of time praying, I happen to see angels and demons. But one day a disgusting demon appeared and said: “If you do not take off my makeup I'll tear off your skin and if you died today I would leave your face alone on the bone.”
That demon pointed his fingernail to my face. His nails were like knives. I thought nothing would happen because he was a spirit, but the fingernail on his forefinger touched my face and made a small scratch.
I was terrified. That night was terrible for me. I told my parents.
The next night that same demon appeared to me with a pot of acid. He threatened to pour it on my head. He said I was wearing his hair paint and that my hair did not belong to me anymore because it was marked with his paint. He said that the natural hairs are mine, but that colored hair is theirs, he had the right to pluck my hair.
When the devil tried to pour that pot of acid over me I screamed and my parents ran to my room.
The third night the same demon appeared to me and said: "I'm going to cut off all your fingers, you're wearing my paint, you're not safe, you're mine."
I said, "You are a liar. I am of Christ.
The devil said, "Then why is He allowing me to disturb you? Where is your crushing strength?”
The devil said, "Then why is He allowing me to disturb you? Where is your crushing strength?”
I began to rebuke. That demon laughed, he said: "You have no authority, you first sanctify yourself. That is how I deceive many women who say they are of God and use what is mine. I pretend that I leave when they reproach me, making them believe that they are anointed and that they have authority.”
That demon only left because an angel entered my room.
The other day I fasted and was preparing for this demon to show up again. I knew that the war would not be easy. That demon would torment me again. I did not know why God was allowing this to happen to me since I was a girl always dedicated to the things of God.
The other night the same demon appeared, he said, “My servant is getting used to it. One day we'll meet down there. I'll ask to torment you for eternity. I'll pull your ear and stretch it until you cut it. When you go down to hell I'll get your soul.”
I said: "I'm not your servant.”
The devil said, “Yes it has my mark on your ear, it belongs to me. You did not know that earrings symbolize slavery and who uses earrings are my slaves.”
I prayed to expel that demon and that demon did not want to leave. I stayed awake till dawn, disturbed and depressed until the angel came down in my room and that demon went away.
I started to understand that everything was done with God's permission. He wanted to teach me a lesson and I did not want to understand, because my selfishness of spiritual authority would not let me see how much I would need to improve my walk with God.
I had to cleanse my life. I wanted so badly to get rid of that demon that I did not realize what God wanted to show me. I did not pray that morning, because I knew it would not stop that demon from appearing.
I decided to do a test in the morning. I took the paints out of my fingernails, and the earrings. I threw the makeup kit out and the hair dye.
At dusk, I waited for the demon to appear, but he did not show up, because I had undone everything he said was his. I was confused I did not want to believe that filthy and disgusting demon. I knew they were liars, but that night was quiet.
Maybe you woman is very vain and is in the church, do not believe what I'm saying. You can be criticizing me now. With all the spiritual authority that God gave me I speak for you to pray and ask for answers from God, He will reveal to you that you are wrong. Do not question this testimony, seek God's response as I did.
I prayed at dawn. The Lord Jesus appeared in my room. I could see what He was like the same humble appearance that lived on Earth, but His body was glorious. The light that came out of His body dimmed my eyes. He dimmed the light of His body so that I could look at Him. His face shone.
The Lord Jesus said that what the devil said is true. That demon received an order from the party of God to reveal the error of my life. He said that He was preparing me for a spiritual battle through that demon. He said that in a battle like mine one does fasting and prayer and if it is not enough to sanctify throw everything that is in our home away from home to break the lawfulness of the demons.
The Lord said, "Servant, you have learned that in a war it is necessary not to open the guard using that which belongs to the demons. It gives strength to them.”
DEMONIC DECEPTION
The Lord showed me in a vision a bishop of a church. She put her hands on people's heads and they fell on the floor. The bishop expelled the demons, but those demons came out from inside the bodies of those people and were on the side of the people who had been released. Those demons laughed at the face of that bishop.
I noticed something very strange. That bishop wore earrings, makeup, painted lips and a tight dress on her body. Those demons deceived that woman. They pretended they were subjecting themselves to her authority. After the bishop made the chain of liberation and the worship ended those demons that were inside that church returned back into the bodies of those people. They returned to their endemic homes.
The Lord said, “Servant, Satan deceives many of them that way. He makes people think they have authority over them so that the person does not realize that he needs to be released from the world first in order to free the prisoners. A prisoner of Satan cannot free another prisoner. Both are in the same situation. Satan puts in the mind of those people who are freed and saved so that people can not free themselves from sin die and go to hell.”
“These people underestimate the powers of darkness. They think that it is only to invoke My name and put the demons under their feet. That's a mistake. Their sinful lives open spaces for devils to work. I give authority to My disciples who learn from My Word and do what I say. I do not give authority to the rebels, but even so, they want to use My name to impose themselves on the demons.”
The Lord said, “Today I give you the authority to step on serpents and scorpions. This anointing that is coming upon you is true. The demons will obey you and when you expel them they will not deceive you as they deceived this shepherdess. Just live a life obeying My word. You will prepare women warriors who will be the prayer column of your ministry. Sin will start to enter the churches, but yours will remain holy if you pray without ceasing.”
WITCHCRAFT, SEAL OF HOLY SPIRIT
The Lord Jesus revealed to me in a vision. I contemplated great sorcerers doing works of black magic to destroy the church. I observed houses being bombarded with spells of witchcraft. A number of Christians were spellbound as spells hit these brothers.
I asked: “Lord, is this wrong? It is written that the spell does not affect a Christian.”
The Lord replied, “I tell you who you are also after you hear the Word of truth. The Gospel of your salvation, and having also believed in it, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of the promise. You said well, whoever has the seal of the Holy Spirit is not touched by spells.”
I observed these brothers who were being affected by these spells. The Lord made me see their robes that were white stained. The sorcerers could reach the brothers who did not live a holy life. Their sin-stained garments gave this legality. There was no seal of Holy Spirit in the lives of these brethren.
The Lord showed me a brother. The spells that were cast on him beat and deflected in other directions. I looked and observed the armor of an ancient warrior from Rome. This armor shone and covered the body of this brother.
Eph 6:10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
Eph 6:11 Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
Eph 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Eph 6:13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Eph 6:14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
Eph 6:15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Eph 6:16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
Eph 6:17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Eph 6:18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
Numbers 22:12, And God said unto Balaam, Thou shalt not go with them; thou shalt not curse the people: for they are blessed.
Numbers 23:23 Surely there is no enchantment against Jacob, neither is there any divination against Israel: according to this time it shall be said of Jacob and of Israel, What hath God wrought!
1 John 5:18 We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not.
1 John 2: 9 He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.
Psalm 91: 10,11 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
I looked at this brother - he had the seal of the Holy Spirit on his forehead. The Lord Jesus said that the devil can heed the faithful believer, but he cannot destroy. 1 Peter 5: 8. "Be sober watch, for the devil your adversary walks about like a roaring lion seeking whom he may swallow."
The Lord said that the devil can only touch His servants if He permits. Job 2: 5 and 6, But put forth thine hand now, and touch his bone and his flesh, and he will curse thee to thy face. And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, he is in thine hand, but save his life.
Psalm 31:15, My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me.
Colossians 3:1-3 If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God. Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.
For ye are dead, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.
I say to you that witchcraft picks up believers who do not live the Gospel of truth; who are not covered with the blood of salvation, will not receive salvation though they are believers. Even to the true believer witchcraft cannot penetrate those who are dressed in the armor of the word, living the Gospel of holiness.
HELL
In my walk, in the way of God, I was having learning experiences with Him and was being prepared to descend into the lower parts of the earth. In my experience in hell, Jesus led me to a head of hell. The mouth of that head opened. The teeth were a black gate and locked with locks. That gate opened with the presence of Jesus, we entered. I beheld devils running because of the presence of Jesus.
I went to various places in hell. I contemplated prisons similar to the chains that hold the prisoners. I contemplated an invisible force that tormented people that were inside those saddles. Other types of prisons that I contemplated were potholes on the floor, holes where souls were trapped and could not get out of there, rotting mud pits where they were full of people, rivers of blood where murderers shed blood stayed, nobody could get out of their place of suffering.
I contemplated a sea of enormous fire full of burning souls. There were people hanging on crosses. They were several prisons, one different from the other. The tortures were of various types, millions of tortures, demons never tire of torturing. The more torture the more pleasure they felt, every soul that fell in this place was a prize, a celebration of victories.
SOCIAL NETWORKING
The Lord said, “Servant technology will launch a social network soon. Today you have no idea what it is, but this social network will destroy marriages. There will be prostitution and the spirits of demons of lust, and sensuality will have men and women who will make many servants and My servants stumble over the sin of the eyes. Tell people to get away from these endemic people who will come with this new invention. Avoid social networks.” At the time I did not understand, but with the invention of computers then came the social networks. Today I can explain better.
First, the demons I saw were several who invented social networks. They laughed. These social network demons were beautiful, seductive women. Their goal is to destroy marriages. They were happy. They laughed with happiness. They had managed to destroy several marriages. Demons of sensuality have encouraged sisters to walk in sensuality.
These demons were happy because they had thrown many young believers into prostitution and causing many singles to fornicate. I had a vision of a demon entering the computer through a social network. It caused divorce and destroyed many marriages, encouraged children to have sex and immorality and convinced people to engage in sex without compromise.
Those seductive women who are demons had various seduction techniques to make men of God fall from the faith. The purpose of these social networking demons is to use a woman to cause jealousy in marriages and relationships and create weaknesses in marriage through quarrels. They take advantage when the marriage is lukewarm. These demons were determined, patient and sensual, had all the weapons of seduction for the conquest. They chose attractive people entered their bodies and their targets were women and men of God. The plan of these demons is to approach as friends and seduce little by hypnotizing the minds of believers to illicit love.
Demons of lesbianism use tactics to use women to conquer others; demons that use men to seduce married sisters and take them out of the church; to tempt single young men to fall into prostitution. These demons of seduction made great efforts to divert many from the faith. They were happy to do their work.
CONTRACEPTION
We came near a hooded demon with a black cloak. His presence was so evil; he had a book in his hand and a bone pen. This book was the book of hell and was written on its cover, book of eternal death. The Lord Jesus said that in this book were written names of people who were still on Earth, who had not yet given their lives to Him. I could see names of people on Earth. The letters were written with letters of blood. I contemplated several names of great shepherds of the United States who were written in this book, known men, book writers. They were being deceived. I could not reveal names so as not to cause scandals in the country. The Lord did not allow.
The Lord Jesus commanded that demon to open the book and show my name. To my surprise my name was there I cried and said, "Lord, why have I dedicated my life to you, and yet I shall be cast into hell?"
The United States government had launched a campaign where couples were to have a son, at most two. This program was called birth control. I had avoided children, but only later did I realize that it was a plot of Satan behind the government.
The Lord said, "After you and your husband left for the United States, you listened to demons and took birth control contraception and killed a life that would form in your womb. I would raise that child as a prophet on earth and you have taken this medicine that was designed here in hell to kill My children. No murderer will inherit My kingdom, all the women who sacrifice their children to the demon Molech are not worthy of My kingdom. The mothers of My maids are holy; they cannot take diabolical remedies. Many will stay sterile if they continue taking. I will close the wombs of such mothers so that it does not offer My children to Molech.”
I asked pardon of the Lord. I cried in repentance.
The Lord said, "The more you are given, the more you are charged. The more I will charge those who have had experience with Me than those who have never had. I will charge more than those who know My Word. I will charge those who live a holy life. I will charge those who have more gifts and are more used. I will charge more of those who have more responsibility in My work. I will charge more of those who are shepherds."
The Lord commanded that demon to erase my name from that book. I no longer belonged to hell. I had repented of that sin.
The Lord Jesus took me to a part of hell. I saw a horrible demon. That demon was preparing a substance in hell.
The Lord Jesus said, "This substance is Moloch's poison, which is produced here and goes to the pharmacies in the form of contraceptives." I could perceive the deceit of Satan. The Lord did not want to condemn me to hell but to give me a chance to arrange my life. My name being noted in that notebook was God's permission to see where I was wrong.
MEN OF GOD
The demons in hell celebrate parties whenever shepherds who are men of God had their families that were not yet evangelical destroyed. I contemplated a giant table in hell. The devil in charge of the order of Satan was putting the heads of many men of God to the prize. They raffled these men of God, offering great rewards to get them out of the way of the Lord. The devil who would get a man of God to fall would gain a reward and if in addition, they could bring their souls to hell and present to Satan, that devil would gain more rewards. Each man of God had a price in reward. I contemplated very high prices for soulwinners' heads. These were the best known in hell. There was a great desire to win these souls, all the attention was on these people of God. There were many women also who were marked by the demons for divorces in order to weaken the faith of these brothers and sisters.
In the meeting where all were seated, the demon in charge knocked on the table and there was a crash and he said he did not worsen these believers who live a sanctified life. He said, "If such a believer falls into hell, he would drink his blood along with the demons in celebration." The believers who were from the separated ones of the world were the focus in hell. The demon in charge said that these brethren were doing a wreck in the world, were gaining many souls to heaven, fighting against false doctrine, and unmasking every lie Satan had put inside the churches through the false teachers.
The devil in charge said, "If you destroy these believers they could enter the churches and win souls in there for hell without having to take them out of the churches.”
A demon said, “Every believer who renounces the world is a soul that we lose. We have to prevent them from dying to the world. Let us keep their desires alive for the pleasures of the world. Only then will they sin.”
I beheld names of various churches in the world, which were worried about not letting sin in. The demons put together plans to infiltrate sin by leading people as pastors and presidents of the ministry.
I beheld the name of my husband's ministry on the list.
I asked the Lord why the name of my husband's church was there, He said, "Satan is going to send a member to your husband's church. He will gain his trust; your husband will put him as pastor of the work. He will implant doctrines of demons to divert many members. Many young people will leave the church because of this man and will follow that pastor to whatever church he sets up. His ministry will lose many members if he accepts this man as pastor."
My brothers and I and my husband were thinking of traveling missions, opening new churches and letting a pastor take care of our ministry. Demons knew this and they heard our plans and were plotting against our ministry. I beheld that demon in charge gathering an army of demons inside hell and they had destroyed all the people and names of ministries that were written in that list. That army declared war on the saints and was willing to go to the end without retreating, for the time of the church is ending. They did not have so much time and were in full force to prevent the brothers from rising in the rapture.
FOOTBALL CLUBS
I went to a part of hell. I contemplated a place that only had idolaters, but they were not adorers of images. They were fans. They were suffering in the flames and the shields of their clubs appeared in his hands.
The Lord Jesus said, "Tell My people that I do not want any of My servants watching games, nor cheering for these clubs. There is no fan of My servant. There are adorers." The Lord took me by the hand and we went to Earth. He showed me how behind every club was a devil who was worshiped by that supporter. I watched demonized fans coming out of those clubs they cheered on. These endemic fans were beating and killing other fans.
I beheld two shepherds who were rivals because of their rival clubs. These pastors became great rivals, because of their clubs one cursed the other. I contemplated people crying when their clubs lost, others took their lives when their clubs lost, others became depressed.
In the vision, a brother began to beat the wall of his house when his team lost the game. He cursed the players, cursed the judge, cursed his club, said ugly words.
The Lord said, "If this is not twisted, it is worship, how they adore their clubs. If everyone wept for Me, worshiped Me, I would have poured revival there.”
The Lord took me to a football stadium that was full of people who were excited. It was the 1994 World Cup season in the United States.
The Lord said, "Here at this stadium there are people who travel from their country to worship soccer. I have some servants here at this stadium. To travel for Me and preach My gospel, they do not want to, but for football, they spend their money on food and travel. There are many who call themselves My servants but they are football fanatics who do more for their clubs than for Me, spend their money on tickets to watch football but do not help those in need of help. Football has robbed the place that is reserved for God and many are worshiping the sport going to hell because of this idolatry." The Lord showed me that demon, he on his throne in the air. I contemplated a ball in his hand, he received the songs of the fans who were shouting in the stadium.
The Lord said that many brothers are professional soccer players and that He did not want His servants playing that sport of hell that stole His worship.
PREJUDICE HUMILIATING
We went down to hell again. I went to a place in hell where I observed brethren and shepherds who treated church members badly for being unemployed and cannot help the church.
A brother was in hell from prejudice to gays. A homosexual came to this brother for his soul was empty. The brother treated that gay like a dog and did not preach the Word to him. That boy was tired of that gay life and wanted to hear only one word to give his life to Jesus. This brother went to hell for humiliating that life.
The Lord Jesus said, "My servant, have I been prejudiced with Naaman, who was not of My people? Was I prejudiced against the Moabite Ruth who was not part of Israel? Was I prejudiced with the harlot Rahab, the channel that saved the Israelites from death?”
Another brother was in hell because of his prejudice towards prostitutes. God sent a prostitute to him to gain that soul, for God had plans for her in this life. But the brother was ashamed of talking with that woman. He was afraid of someone seeing him talking to her and talking to the pastor that he was with a prostitute. He resolved to despise and flee from her. That man went to hell for humiliating that precious soul.
I also saw brothers who went to hell for humiliating people of other religions. I observed a brother who argued with a sorcerer. This brother challenged this sorcerer and even uttered prophetic words of cursing. "... we do not have to fight against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the princes of the darkness of this world, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places " Ephesians 6:12.
Others were in hell because they had spiritual gifts and humiliated the brothers who had not. Other brothers were in hell who saw their brothers weak and in need and instead of helping, they had just pulled them out of the church, causing many to deviate.
Brothers were in hell because they saw the other brother carrying a guilt and instead of comforting him, they increased the burden of guilt, making this brother commit suicide. These brothers loved to make other people feel guilty for what had already passed in their lives.
Other brothers, they were in hell for blaming people for their failures. They did not know their responsibilities to be wrong. I observed brothers who were in hell because they criticized the other brothers and spoke ill of every man of God, did not pray for the weak but criticized and stoned and defamed others.
LEAVING MINISTRIES
Other brothers were in hell for leaving their ministries and were attacking the churches. These are the ones without ministries.
The elders or the deacons received great punishments for leaving the church and taking away many people from the church saying that people need not congregate in a ministry. Matthew 23:13, "Woe to you teachers and Pharisees and hypocrites, you close the kingdom of heaven before the men, you yourselves do not enter or let in those who would like to enter.”
Satan laughed at their faces, for these men had followed the same strategies of Lucifer coming out of heaven and dragging the third of the angels with him. Satan taught the angels to rebel and the unlearned are teaching many brethren to rebel also.
Romans 13: 1 to 8: Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Whosoever, therefore, resisteth the power, resisteth the ordinance of God: and they that resist shall receive to themselves damnation. For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil. Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power? do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same: For he is the minister of God to thee for good. But if thou do that which is evil, be afraid; for he beareth not the sword in vain: for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil. Wherefore ye must needs be subject, not only for wrath but also for conscience sake. For for this cause pay ye tribute also: for they are God's ministers, attending continually upon this very thing. Render therefore to all their dues: a tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honor to whom honor. Owe no man anything, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.
If a governor or minister of the Gospel is to be respected, we cannot rebel against the spiritual authorities that were raised by God. If we make rebellions we will be condemned to hell. Psa 133:1-2 Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! It is like the precious ointment upon the head, that ran down upon the beard, even Aaron's beard: that went down to the skirts of his garments;
Dear brothers and sisters, do not listen to the unchurched. They are lost sheep from the pasture, with no directions to their lives as they cannot guide who are congregating in assemblies. It is not you who need their help, it is they who need your help. Do not listen to their destructive doctrines.
Satan also knows the Word of God and tried to divert Christ from His purposes. Satan had wit and subtly to cause Adam and Eve to sin.
DEFAMATION
Other brothers were in hell because they could only see the defects of God's servants. They never opened their mouths to talk about anything. They only spoke evil things.
Other brothers were in hell because they had an arrogant spirit. They wanted to be better than others in everything and they were always right and everyone wrong; they never accepted the correction of their pastors and stood up against discipline.
The first section was those with greater theological knowledge and who could not accept correction. They consider themselves owners of the truth and when God used a prophet to correct them, they find fault with the prophet. They hated in their heart.
The second section was of those who had more gifts than others and they used to seek gifts, power, and authority. These were great and did not accept the shepherd's order, for they act as though they were the chieftains. They stumbled in their own greatness and were in hell.
The third section was of those debating the Word of God and disputing his knowledge against others. One wanted to prove to the other that he was wrong; the other wanted to prove that his knowledge was better and that his wisdom was the best. These two brothers strived verbally, even exchanging insults. One wanting to be better than another. They entered into a closed dispute. An endless war that generated persecution on both sides. One wanted to defame the other, his ministry, his doctrines. They became enemies and went to hell. There the demons put the two to fight eternally on theology and still tortured them.
BLAMING GOD
We went to another place in hell. I saw brothers who were there for criticizing God. These brothers said that God did not do this and that. They were in hell because they blamed God for their misfortunes. They lost family members and blamed God, others were in hell for murmuring against God.
The Lord Jesus told me, “Just as the people of Israel did not enter into Canaan because of the murmuring, so many brethren who murmur will not enter into heaven. Only Joshua and Caleb entered the promised land.”
IDOLATRY
I went somewhere else in hell and I observed a woman who idolized her husband. She left the ways of the Lord because he had commanded her to do so. She obeyed and put her husband above Jesus. She was in hell suffering for idolizing her husband; she died and he was alive on Earth.
I observed a man who idolized his wife because she was beautiful. He did everything she asked him to do. She prevented him from doing the work of God and made him throw the hand of the plow and bury his gifts and stopped doing God's work. He was in hell; he cried for fear that his wife would rearrange another husband. His conscience suffered more for having left the work of Christ at the request of his wife.
I went to another place in hell. I observed brothers who idolized pastors, bishops, singing apostles and famous preachers. I also observed those who worshiped church plaques, extolled names of their congregations saying that the name of their ministries saved them. They were all in hell.
GOSSIP
I observed brothers in hell who made gossip. They talked about clothes, shoes, slippers of the others. They focused on certain ones and pitted one against the other. They told everything to the pastor. They could not see anyone make a mistake that they ran to tell the pastor. They pointed out the sin of those who slipped and kept their eyes on those people if the pastor took his place.
MALICE
I observed brothers in hell who hoped that everything would go wrong in the life of the other. They hoped that their brother could not get a better job. They hoped the pastor would not take care of this brother.
STRIFE
I observed brothers who were in hell for fighting and not forgiving; brothers in hell for fighting competing with each other and quarreling. Others are in hell for getting their brother to sin. They are also brothers disunited and envious of each other.
STUMBLING
Others are in hell for killing the faith and taking the souls out of the church and casting into the world.
DIVISION
Others are in hell for dividing the house of the Lord, forming groups of intrigues, "Whoever is not with Me is against Me and whoever does not gather with Me scatters." Luke 11:23.
PERSECUTION
I observed brethren in hell who put other brothers in trials. Brothers who persecuted their pastors until they were removed from their positions by the pastor president were also in hell. Others pressured by the church surrendered their positions and gave up feeding the flock. All those who persecuted these shepherds were in hell.
Others were in hell for harassing and persecuting those brethren who were used by God. 1 Chronicles 16:22 "Touch not mine anointed, and do my prophets no harm."
CURSING
I observed shepherds in hell for casting out sheep as if they owned the church. Other shepherds were in hell for cursing the members, one because he had changed the church. This pastor did not want to lose that member and cursed him and that took him to hell.
The other was because he was doing very well and giving fat offerings. The pastor did not want to lose this member. The member wanted to travel to another city and live there. The pastor cursed him to lose his job. That was the cause that led him to hell.
The other pastor lost a dedicated member who was very active in the work of God and won many souls for this pastor. His church was filling by the gift that member had. One day the time of that member ended up in that church. He had to go away to another place to do the mission. The pastor cursed him to death, said that he would die on that mission. The pastor did not accept this decision of his brother, he was wanting to prevent God's plans. Soon after that, pastor died and went to hell.
FAVORITISM
Another pastor was in hell because he only held positions for his relatives, he did not trust the other members, he despised the sheep's abilities.
SUPPRESSION
Another pastor was absolutist, he wanted to do everything by himself, he did not accept anyone's advice. When God used a vessel to help the work, he would not listen, for he trusted only in himself. Many brothers whom God wanted to use, he barred them. He gave them no opportunity, only he who spoke and decide on matters. Many brothers buried their gifts because of this pastor. When he died he went down to hell for his pride.
DEBTS
Shepherds were in hell for owing the banks and not paying the loan and other brothers were in hell for defaulting on the loans.
COUNTERFEIT
Then I went to another part of hell. There were only members of churches, Jesus said, “These are members of churches, not My followers. They call themselves believers, but they are not practitioners. They have not given up sin and were without the Holy Spirit. You cannot keep a spiritual life alive in a world of darkness where Satan controls.”
Then Jesus climbed up on Earth. Brothers, I could relate more experiences, but if I go to tell you I'll be all day talking. I hope these experiences are enough to increase your faith. I'm grateful to share my experience with you. The peace of Jesus be with you, Amen.
