UNFORGIVENESS AND UNPAID DEBTS
I was taken to the
emergency ward in the hospital by my mother. But I got into a coma and
began to see things. What I saw was a very arid place, worse than any
desert that man knows. There was no sign of life. There wasn't even a
single tree or grass or sign of any living thing in our sight. Truly,
it was a depressive place.
We stopped in front
of a gate and the Man in white who was with me said, “Victory, now
we will go through the portal. The things that you will see will
scare you. You must be calm and be sure that you will be protected in
all places I'll take you to. Just open your eyes well and observe things
that I will show you.”
I was terrified and
started to cry. Immediately, I asked Him to take me back home. I said
I didn't want to go to that place because I could see through the
door what happens there.
He looked at me and
said, “Peace be with you. I am with you. We have to go there
because time goes by too fast.”
Then we entered the
gate. I could not even describe the horror of that place. I am fully
convinced that there is no place worse than that place in the whole
universe. That place was huge, and I had the feeling that it was
expanding continuously. It was a place of profound darkness and
unimaginable heat. It was hotter than the fire itself. I could not see
the origin of flames of fire, but the heat was too high.
The place was
infested with flies of every size. They were gray, green, and black,
all kinds of imaginable. There were also worms, small and black. They
were crawling all over that place. Worms started to rise over people
and the flies also covered their bodies.
The place smelled so
bad and the heat was so intense that there are no words that can
describe it. It was a smell 100 times worse than the most rotten
meat I've ever seen in all my life. That place was filled with the
sounds of groans and gnashing of teeth.
Besides the torment
of damned souls, there was demonic laughter. But the worst thing is
that the place was full of people. They were so many people that
these people were countless. These people were not in their original forms.
They were living skeletons. I can assure you that these skeletons
were people because I could recognize some close relatives and people
from my village among them.
Their bones were
dark gray as if they were extremely burned. There were demons in this
place. One of them his teeth were long and sharp like that of a wild
animal. His mouth was huge and wide with tongues filled. The hands
and feet of these demons were red and long. They had long fingers.
Some of them had tails and horns.
There were demons
among people. Their appearance was like that of crocodiles walking on
four legs. They looked intimidating and were mistreating and
harassing humans. The demons were making noises as if they were
celebrating. They looked happy and carefree. Furthermore, they
danced.
On the other hand,
humans have a miserable and depressive appearance, a state of complete
abandonment and hopelessness. The noise that humans made was caused
by pain. And they cried and screamed and gnashed teeth in a desperate
situation of pain and unimaginable agony.
The number of people
in that place was innumerable. But I could see clearly that the vast
majority were women. People were divided into several groups.
Although divided into groups, it was not possible to estimate the
number of people in each group, because the groups were huge.
The Being of light
took me to one of those groups in the eastern part. He looked at me
and said, “Victory, this is the group of people who refused to
forgive other people who offended them. I told them several times and
in different ways that they should forgive, but they rejected Me.
They resisted Me hardening their hearts, yet I forgave them all their
sins, but they refused to forgive other people. Their time has
passed, and they died failing to forgive. Now they find themselves
here, and they will stay here throughout eternity. Now they reap
the rewards that they planted, and it will be like this for everyone
that keeps refusing to forgive those who offended them. It is painful
to be in this place. That is terrible to be in this situation
forever because I love them.”
Then He took me to
another group. In this group, they were people who had debts of all
kinds. They were three different categories within this group.
The Lord explained,
“Firstly, they were people who actually were able to pay their
debts, but they preferred to keep postponing payment, again and again,
all their life. These are people who said they would pay their debts
tomorrow, next week, next year until time passed. They passed away,
and now they are in this place of torment. This is where they will
spend eternity. Now they reap the rewards that were planted in
their life.”
The second category
was people who had debts. They had conditions and willingness
to pay but they were afraid of the consequences if they spoke the
truth of private property they had taken unlawfully. They were
afraid of rejection, maybe going to jail or maybe their actions would
be known by all and so they were afraid to suffer some kind of
humiliation and embarrassment for confessing.
The Lord told
me, "None of them came to Me asking for a direction. If they had
asked Me, I would have shown them and but they preferred to use
their own wisdom and reason. When their time was totally passed, they
fell in this place where they will spend eternity. They are reaping
the rewards that they have planted.”
He continued to tell
me, "The third category is debtors who were unable to pay their debts.
But none of them came to Me to confess. If they had come to Me, I
would have even paid their debts. But they also preferred to use
reason and wisdom, and it was no use. Now they are in this place, and
they will stay here forever. They are reaping the rewards that they
planted. My heart hurts for these people because I love them deeply.”
In the first group,
I saw two close relatives and also a relative who was 12 years old. I
know she was 12 when she passed away. In the second group, I also saw
some relatives besides a pastor who I knew very well. I also saw my
boyfriend who committed suicide when I handed over my life to Jesus
Christ. He was in the second group. I could also see some old
neighbors in both groups. I was able to recognize the people I knew.
I saw that my
relatives were very angry when they saw me and they started screaming
obscenities against me. They used the foulest language possible
to utter curses against me. One of them told me that I was not worthy
to be walking with the Lord who was beside me. They used the same
language that I used before giving up my life to Christ.
My relatives were
not lying about the things which they accused me of as they were
true. Jack said that I had belonged to the devil. So I should also be in Hell since I committed the same sin he committed. The pastor
at first seemed pleased to see me and said that I had done the right
choice at home. But his attitude completely changed when he saw the
Person who accompanied me and started screaming obscenities and
blaspheming the Lord. He told me to ignore them because they didn't
know what they were doing. I was extremely petrified and sad. My body
was shaking and had no strength to stand. I cried wildly. The Lord
turned to me and hugged me.
He said, “Peace be
with you, Victory.”
Immediately, I
recovered my strength and I felt very safe in His embrace. He looked
at me and said, “Victory, I already showed you what you were
supposed to know. Now you have to choose which group you want to go
to. The choice is in your hands. You must tell people everything you
saw and witnessed without adding nor omitting anything.”
I remember
participating in that place of horrors. Then we parted.
When opening my
eyes, I realized that I had returned to my body and was lying on a
bed in the hospital, where I was taking serum in my vein. Then I
could see my mother and other neighbors in another corner of the room
looking at me scared. I realized that my mother's face seems like she
had cried a lot.
The nurse had feared
to get too close to me, so I asked her to call the doctor who had
attended me. Upon arriving at the room, the doctor said that he
didn't know what was wrong with me. He thought I had contracted
malaria, but the results were negative. He explained that my pulse
temperature and blood pressure were dangerously low, but he couldn't
see what was the cause. He said there was nothing that he could do
for me. He couldn't keep me hospitalized because I was not sick. The
serum was not even working and only started working when I opened my
eyes.
He recommended the
nurse to apply another dose so that I had the strength to go home.
When the first dose was over, I was terrified of the things I saw in
that place. In a way I couldn't stop crying.
The fetid odor of
that place continued as real. Like when I was there, the scenes of
that place appeared in my mind all the time. I was unable to sleep. I
felt like my limbs had been uprooted and replaced. I felt like I had
diarrhea and a headache.
I was convinced that
I should not tell anyone about that experience. Who would believe me
and what would people think? I kept telling myself that I could never
report my experience. Then I realized that I already told one of my
leaders the whole story.
When I came back, I
felt I was stupid that I've done that. I started to cry because I was
convinced that this had been the biggest mistake of my life. Now that
the story was already told there was no way to hide it. I now realize
that when God wants something to be said it will be said - He is God
above all things.
On August 19, I was
feeling weak and shaky while waves of electricity filled my whole
body at night. At that moment I saw a bright light entering the room.
In the middle of the light was that same Man from the previous
experience. This time He sat on a throne next to my bed. I had no
idea where the throne came from. But this throne appeared as soon as
He was about to sit down. It was a beautiful and massive throne
made of gold. It looked like a conventional throne with back support.
In each leg, there was a silver star inlaid with gold. There was also
a star in the middle of the backrest and also on each leg and wheels.
After greeting me,
the Man looked at me and said, “I knew that you had a lot of doubts
about My identity. So I came to reveal Myself to you and explain some
of the things that you saw. I am Jesus Christ your Savior. If you
have any doubt, look at My hands. That place we went to is Hell."
When
I looked at His hands, I saw where He was pierced by nails.
Dear friend, I want
to tell you that Hell is not a product of the imagination of someone,
but a real place. It wasn't done for people, but for Satan and his
demons. Our place is in Heaven around the side of Jesus Christ. But
for that, we need to choose Jesus before it is too late.
Today, if you hear
His voice, don't harden your heart. Accept Jesus as your Savior, and
live for Him. Hell is a terrible place, a place of fear and sadness and a place of torment of eternal crying and gnashing of teeth. Satan
wants to take as many people as possible there. Do not cooperate with
him.
In this experience,
I didn't understand why the Lord told me to choose one of the two
groups that He showed me in Hell. Given that I was already a born
again Christian, yet He still told me to decide if I wanted to go to Hell or not.
So I started to pray and ask God to give me the
revelation of what He meant.
The Lord revealed to
me that I still had resentment and didn't release forgiveness to one
of my sisters and one of my cousins. Immediately, I asked Him to
forgive me for my unforgiveness. Then I asked my sister for
forgiveness for having resentment and bitterness towards her.
Furthermore, He instructed me to ask forgiveness to my cousin.
The Lord reminded me
that I got my job as a teacher using a fake diploma. He
considers this a form of theft and debt. I was determined to do what
is right. I asked the Lord to help me to solve this problem.
He showed me
what I should do because it was a serious crime that could put me
behind bars. He instructed me to go to the Department of Education in
order to confess what I had done. I was ready to go to any length to
resolve this. But I had the opportunity to experience the mercy of
the Lord that was tremendous.
In the Office of the
Department of Education, I was told I should choose the options to
pay back all the salaries I received from the government. They
promised not to take the case to the press because they were amazed
by my confession. Our God is God.
If you are in a
similar situation, I want to encourage you to do what is right no
matter what the consequences. You can even be sent to an earthly
jail, but remember that it is temporal. There is no pain comparable
to an eternity away from God. Hell is not a good place to be. Sort out
your debt right now before it's too late. Be blessed.
Psalm 37:21 The
wicked borrow and do not repay.
Romans 13:8 Owe no
man anything.
