HEAVEN
VISITATIONS 4
Jesus meets with
the apostles, telling them what is happening in India, what is
happening in the world and what He proposes to do. This is called the
heavenly council. That is what we read the heavenly council. You read
about it in Hebrews chapter 12 and in Daniel chapter 7 and in the
book of Revelation also, the heavenly council. Because Amos 3:7 says
God will not do anything without consulting His prophets.
Amos 3:7 Surely
the Lord GOD will do nothing, but He revealeth His secret unto His
servants the prophets.
He continues. In
small matters, for example, on the 30th July 1967, I was in the
crossroads of life, very sick. And while some of my friends were
praying around my bed, the Holy Spirit came and I was taken to heaven
and the Lord Jesus was seated on a beautiful throne and I saw a table
before Him. Just because I saw Him on a throne and a table doesn't
mean that He always has a table to write. That time He wanted me to
see Him in that way, that's all. That's what I say, the supernatural
power of God is beyond the comprehension of our human brain, the
little brain which cannot understand how a man can go to the moon
trying to guess what will be in heaven. The supernatural cannot be
understood by the natural as 2 Corinthians 2:14 says, But the natural
man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are
foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are
spiritually discerned.
He appeared to
me in that way, that's all, just to receive me. He made up all this
thing.
And then He
asked me, "Will you serve Me full-time?"
I said, "No."
"Why you
can't serve Me full-time?"
First of all, I
was very angry He never inquired about my health. Yeah, here I was
suffering so much, He never bothered to ask me how you're feeling and
then He wants me to come and serve Him full-time? I said no.
The second thing
I told Him was, "See, You have called so many people for the
ministry but You have not given them even a pair of sandals, they
walk barefoot. They wear shirts fully torn with holes. I can't do all
that. By serving in the bank I get paid three times, I have good
food, that is sufficient for me. I will not serve You."
Anyway finally
He said, "Suppose I provide all these things to you, will you
come?"
I had no
other choice so I told Him, "Lord, I need You to fulfill four
conditions."
"What is
that?"
"Number
one, wherever I go You must come with me. Whenever I stand to preach,
You must stand by my side and whatever I ask, You must do and then
finally You must take care of my family. You should not allow me to
starve and go without clothes."
He quickly wrote
the whole thing down and what looked like a parchment (just like a
lawyer writing down an agreement) and it was glittering gold and
writing in His own handwriting. He has something like a quill as they
used to do in the Victorian days. He dipped and He wrote in His own
handwriting. I have never seen such flowery handwriting.
I, Jesus Christ,
promised My son DGS Dhinakaran the following things. He wrote and He
signed, Jesus Christ.
Now, My son, DGS
Dhinakaran promises Me he will serve Me full-time.
He gave me a
heavenly covenant, a contract. He gave the quill to me to sign. So I
have no other way except to grumble and sign but He fulfilled His
word.
Now I'm coming
to the point. Now when I came back the Holy Spirit came and I was
wondering what should I do now? Should I resign my job? So where to
begin? I promised Him that I will do full-time ministry for Him. So
where do I begin now? And the Holy Spirit came.
The Holy Spirit
asked me a question, "Son, He called you to do His ministry."
I said yes.
"And you
undertook to do this ministry?
"Yes."
"But did He
tell you, from when?"
I said no.
He said, "In
Ecclesiastes 8:6 there is the time for every prophecy to be
fulfilled. Wait. Let the time come. He will tell you when to resign,
then you resign."
Ecc 8:6 Because
to every purpose there is time and judgment, therefore the misery of
man is great upon him.
Thank God, He
told me that.
Then He told me,
"Son, in all your life you have suffered so much. You knew what
is financial problems, what is debt, what is borrowing. So He, first
of all, He wants to bless you abundantly in the material world. He
wants to give you all your heart's desires, then He will call you for
His ministry. Son, wait."
Thank God I
waited. 17 years passed by. 17 years after God said that He would
call me for full-time ministry.
For those called
to do God's work, for those youngsters who have a zeal to serve the
Lord and those who want to immediately get into the ministry of God.
As soon as God calls you, listen, you have a wonderful experience and
a lesson to learn from this great man of God who waited for 17 long
years even after he has received the written mandate from the Lord
Jesus Christ to come into ministry.
Brother DGS
Dhinakaran, God gave you a written mandate to get into the ministry
and why didn't you jump into the ministry on the second day itself
because of the zeal with which you have to serve God?
I forgot to tell
you one thing. When I told the Lord, "You called so many people
for the ministry, but You have not given them even a good shirt to
wear and some are walking barefoot in the hot sun. You never cared to
give them even a pair of sandals. Then why should I come and get into
the same problem myself also?"
Then He told me
one thing, "My son, I had never called any of these people for
My ministry. Just because they saw some success by praying for some
people in My name, they were thoroughly worked up. Just because when
they went and preached My Word and My Word wrought and brought a lot
of people to repentance, they thought they are something. And just
because I filled them with the Holy Spirit and wherever they went and
ministered, the demons trembled because of the presence of the Holy
Spirit, they thought now they are the most accomplished of the
servants of God with mighty power to deliver the people and that
unless they come into the ministry, there's no one else to do that
job. The whole world is going to perish. So they resigned their jobs,
they sold everything, they came on their own to do My ministry. I
never called them. They are sitting at My back. I never called them.
I am not responsible for their own choice. They have chosen to do
this. They're done. They had to fend for themselves. I have never
called them. They're sitting on My back."
So this is one. Number two. I was relating about this experience, career, worldlywise person, but a great saint of God. Then He told me, "Brother. It is true that God has called you and all your spare time apart from your official work you are going for God's ministry. You are getting so many calls for preaching the conventions and addressing conferences and so on and it is marvelous. But one thing you should not forget the job that you have today is also given by the same Lord."
So this is one. Number two. I was relating about this experience, career, worldlywise person, but a great saint of God. Then He told me, "Brother. It is true that God has called you and all your spare time apart from your official work you are going for God's ministry. You are getting so many calls for preaching the conventions and addressing conferences and so on and it is marvelous. But one thing you should not forget the job that you have today is also given by the same Lord."
Matthew 7:11
says, '...Your Father which is in heaven give good things to them
that ask Him?"
James 1:17 Every
good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from
the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of
turning.
Here the Bible
says the Father gives you only good things. If He is giving your job,
He is giving you only a good thing. He gives you a job because you
are poor and needy. You would have prayed and fasted and prayed and
asked so many saints to pray for you just to get a job to earn a
livelihood. So if you're going to kick at this job which God has
given listening to your cry just like that, where's the guarantee
that you will not do the same thing for His calling also?
That's a
wonderful question. So He told me, "You wait, don't kick up the
job which God has given. He may not tolerate, He may get upset."
Thank God for
that advice. And of course, as I told you, then God the mighty Holy
Spirit, that Comforter, He came, and He found the time to speak to me
and tell me to wait for His time.
If you read John
2:4, and the mother of our Lord came and told Him the problem they
have because there is a lack of wine. He said, "My time, Mama,
has not come. I'm not My own. God has to tell me."
John 2:4 Jesus
saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? Mine hour is not
yet come.
And John 5:19,
Whatever the Lord Jesus Christ did, it was first shown to Him by God.
John 5:19 Then
answered Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you,
The Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He seeth the Father do:
for what things soever He doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise.
The Father would
tell Jesus, "Today you have to do this, today you have to change
the water into wine, today you have to raise Lazarus from the dead at
such and such a time." So He said, "Mom, please allow Me to
wait for the time to come. My Dad would have to tell Me, 'Now, He
would have to say it for it to happen.' "
So thank God the
Holy Spirit was so merciful and gracious to talk to me to say, "Don't
resign your job. Wait."
Thank God, I
waited for 17 years and then He said, "Now son, you are to start
this engineering college. Leave the job, but I'll take care of you
then."
Thank God, I had
a good pension, gratuity from the bank. And now when the people sent
money for the ministry, there are so many loved ones who send me
small amounts, 10 rupees. Some people send me even two rupees every
month and stating this is for my personal expense. Some were offering
100 rupees for the Jesus Calls ministry, but then they will include 2
rupees. These 2 rupees for Brother Dhinakaran and some people will
say, "I saw you on the TV. You look so pale, so, you must take a
tin of Horlicks." They will send money for that. This is for my
personal use. of course, I declare everything to the government and
my life and my hand, my heart is always clean and I mean I will have
a good conscience as the Bible says in Acts 24:16, good conscience
before men and before God.
Act 24:16 And
herein do I exercise myself, to have always a conscience void of
offense toward God, and toward men.
I am treating
what comes to the ministry as totally different from what comes to me
personally. I use only what comes to me as a personal gift for my
personal use nothing more than that. And of course, it's not so much.
It's only what people sent out of love.
Now, the point
I'm making is, when I waited for this time to come, He took care of
me.
Now I'm going to
answer the question of the heavenly council. Every year on the 20th
of July from 1967, whether I forget or I do not remember, the Holy
Spirit will come and fill me and He will say, "Son, come. Go to
heaven."
And I would see
a marvelous assembly of people exactly as you have an annual general
body meeting of shareholders, the cabinet meeting of a government. It
was the first time the Lord took me to this meeting. I saw on one
side, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, David, Elijah, Isaiah... I could easily
identify them as the Holy Spirit used to tell me, this is so-and-so
and so on. On another side, Paul, Peter the New Testament saints. And
then the Lord will introduce me, "This is Dhinakaran, my son
from India and he is working in a bank. I have called him for my
full-time ministry. But I feel that this year also, I will allow him
to work in the bank and do both simultaneously. What do you think
about it?"
And then when
the Almighty Son of God says, "Who will oppose it?" They
said one by one, "Amen." "Amen." "Amen."
And the Lord
lays hands on me and He blessed me and said, "Son, one more year
I am giving you in the bank work and I will continue to use you with
signs and wonders."
Oh, that would
be the most blessed moment for me. This would happen every year and
you see what Amos wrote in Amos 3:7. He will not do anything without
consulting His prophets.
Now sometimes
people wonder how God can tell me about the things He's going to do
in the coming year. The same thing, in His mercy, He comes and He
talks to me or He takes me. Oh, last time when I was in Singapore,
early morning at 2 am, and I woke up for something else. Then came
these marvelous, marvelous revelations. I saw this beautiful
throne. I'm just wondering who should it be for. And He said, "I
AM THAT I AM. I come to tell you what I propose to do next year."
Oh, He is
marvelous. So what I'm trying to say, this heavenly council, unless
they approve of it, He will not do anything. God doesn't go ahead
with that. He keeps them at least informed what He's doing. And
that's the prime reason choosing an ordinary fellow like me, and
coming and telling me because, in His sight, He thinks, oh, he's a
prophet - in His sight, not in my sight.
Even today,
every day, I grumble and murmur, and unless I have spent hours in
prayer, I'm not the real self even today, even after so many decades
of walking with God. Yes. So if you read the book of Oswald J. Smith,
the great man God, the great Christian statesman who shook the world
when he was alive. He has written a book called "The Morning
Watch." He says he gave his heart to God when he was quite young
and except two times, one when he was traveling in an airplane and
secondly when he had a very serious surgical operation, never has he
missed the morning watch. You must get up in the morning, spend hours
with the Lord. If that is the experience of such a great man, what am
I today?
So as you start
working with Him, the closer you walk, the closer you feel the
necessity to have Him all the time with you. You dare not do anything
by yourself. So every moment, you seek Him. 15 minutes you have some
rest, you seek Him, "Oh these things I forgot to pray, let me
pray now." So that becomes your habit. So we are like that.
But in His
sight, He thinks, "I must tell Dhinakaran about that before I do
it." What a great and magnanimous person God is. He loves doing
that.
I also met this
great hero called Moses. The most astonishing thing about Moses is,
he looks exactly like Jesus. So if both of them stand together,
they'll be like twins. Yes, you'll be wondering who is who. The one
difference is the face of Christ will be full of love and compassion.
The moment you see that face, you forget all about your worries and
your problems. But the face of Moses is very, very gruff because he
controlled so many people, just 2 million people, at least minimum he
controlled. So you can see his stern face except that he looks
exactly like the Lord Jesus.
Deuteronomy
18:15 The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from
among you, from your brothers—it is to him you shall listen.
And you have
these other people. Elijah and Enoch, both of them are in their
physical bodies, but by their virtue of being in heaven for so many,
many, many centuries, in the mighty presence of the Almighty God, you
feel that their bodies have become shining gold in appearance.
They're actually illuminated by God. What shall I say? The whole
appearance, their whole form, even their physical bodies undergo a
great change in the presence of God. It was something like what
happened to Moses when he went up the mountain as you read in Exodus
34:30 and 35 his face began to radiate the mighty presence of God.
Exo 34:30 And
when Aaron and all the children of Israel saw Moses, behold, the skin
of his face shone, and they were afraid to come nigh him.
Exo 34:35 And
the children of Israel saw the face of Moses, that the skin of Moses'
face shone: and Moses put the vail upon his face again until he went
in to speak with Him.
They say that
about Evans Roberts who brought the mighty Welsh Revival in the
United Kingdom. I read about him in Smith Wigglesworth books. He said
in that valley that this man used to go and pray and pray and pray
for God to send a revival and the people who used to see him from a
distance used to see his face lighting up with God's glory. So it is
just like that in heaven with Enoch and Elijah.
So the first
time I was taken to that place. The moment Elijah saw the Lord Jesus,
the question he asked Him, "Lord, has the time come for me to go
back to the world?" Enoch too put a similar query. The Lord
immediately said to both of them. "No, not yet. Wait."
According to
Revelation 11 and Zachary 4, there are two witnesses who are to come
back.
Rev 11:3-4 And I
will give power unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a
thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth. These
are the two olive trees, and the two candlesticks standing before the
God of the earth.
Zec 4:11-14 Then
answered I, and said unto him, What are these two olive trees upon
the right side of the candlestick and upon the left side thereof? And
I answered again, and said unto him, What be these two olive branches
which through the two golden pipes empty the golden oil out of
themselves? And he answered me and said, Knowest thou not what these
be? And I said, No, my lord. Then said he, These are the two anointed
ones, that stand by the Lord of the whole earth.
When the Lord
took you to meet a lot of people in heaven, did they talk anything to
you?
Yes. And the
marvelous thing is the great love of Samson. I used to imagine he was
a very, very tough guy. And I also used to wonder how the list
contained in Hebrews 11:32 how God can mention the name of Samson. He
sinned and he fell.
Heb 11:32 And
what shall I more say? for the time would fail me to tell of Gedeon,
and of Barak, and of Samson, and of Jephthae; of David also, and
Samuel, and of the prophets.
So one day when
I was talking to Samson, a man full of love. Samson looked very tall.
And as I said, the bodies of Elijah and Enoch, and his body looks the
same and full of God's glory. And he embraced me. He used to every
time encouraged me. "Carry on. God is with you."
Twice, what he
said really moved my heart. Once, he said when he was praying the
last prayer, both his eyeballs were gone and his power was gone. His
anointing was gone. His supernatural physical strength was gone. He
was a prisoner to the Philistines and he said, "I felt so
miserable. And when that moment came when I said this is the time to
take revenge for my two eyes, I really cried thinking about my
mistake. Why did I go after these Philistine whores? Why did I forget
the command of God to deliver the Israelites? That should have been
uppermost in my mind and I wanted to only take revenge but in my
heart, I was crying all that I have done, really asking God's
forgiveness and to forgive me and to give me my power back. Remember
me just this one time." And he says, "and when the grace of
God came upon him, first the grace of God to erase his past.
Hallelujah! Right, when he was here on this earth, yes, that moment
when he was praying, "Lord, remember just this one time, just
this one time." God remembered him and send this grace and he
says, "First, He totally forgave me and made me a new man
inside." Then His mighty Holy Spirit came and I got back all
that I lost. One side, spiritual losses having made good; the other
side, his mighty anointing, and power, that supernatural physical
strength came and he said, "That's why I'm here today."
Oh, that moved
me to tears. He was very happy about that. Oh, he is so happy. Just
to encourage me, he was telling me about the grace of God. So when a
man of God repents until he gets back the anointing he has lost, he
is given back the anointing he has lost. So we cannot prejudge saying
that Samson is a failure and so he cannot get back to God. We should
never do that because the Lord has said whether a servant of God
stands or fall, he is responsible only to his master, not to you or
me.
Rom 14:4 Who art
thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he
standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to
make him stand.
1 Cor 4:5
Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who
both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make
manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have
praise of God.
And the Bible
says, For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again.
(Proverbs 24:16)
So Samson is a
man full of love and one time as I was in the presence of Christ,
Samson told the Lord something very precious. He said, "Lord
Jesus, make his legs strong." He asked Jesus Christ to make my
legs strong. "You gave me so much strength, give him some
strength," and the Lord smiled. I strongly believe after
listening to Samson that only the Lord touched my legs after so many
years. Amen. That's an amazing miracle.
This man Jonah
is a short man. And he told me that when he was in the belly of the
fish, everything was dark and the acid from the belly of the fish
would come and digest him. His whole skin burnt and he cried out,
"Lord, be merciful." And then the grace of God comes, just
comforting, consoling him, removing that burning sensation and he
used to feel so much comforted and the grace of God will be so
soothing to him. Everything will stop.
After some time,
the same pain will come again and he would cry in pain, the grace of
God would come like a soothing balm, it'll come and he said, "Three
days were miserable. But it was the grace of God that sustained me
without allowing those acids to come and totally consume me."
Oh, that was really moving.
Like that, every
saint of God, Elijah, and Elisha. Elijah also was a man of great
love, but very tall, much taller than me. And he would also encourage
me. He would say, "My son, when Jezebel said, 'Tomorrow, by this
time your head will be off,' I was trembling full of fear. So don't
think just because you get this fear in your heart, that you're
falling from grace. It comes to everybody."
So this is how I
learned that to be fearful is not a sin. It's not a weakness. Yes.
The Bible says in Proverbs 28:14, it's always good to be reverent
before God. Good to be reverent before God.
Pro 28:14 Happy
is the man that feareth alway: but he that hardeneth his heart shall
fall into mischief.
So likewise,
each saint of God in heaven has something to tell me at some
juncture, when you don't feel that you are 100% in the will of God.
Why should this happen? Why that should happen? Why this man should
write like this about you? And when you cry, the Lord Jesus instead
of answering your question directly, He takes you and makes you meet
the saint concerned who went through a similar experience. And then
through them, he will comfort you and console you.
Did you meet
this man whom God made first? This man called Adam?
No, I have never
seen him and have not seen an Eve.
And on the
women's side, who are the people you have seen in heaven.
I have seen
Mary, the mother of our Lord, and the modern ministers like Mrs.
Aimee Semple McPherson. Once I was praying for my wife, and we were
going through much mental agony. I used to go to a church very near
to my home in a particular city, and on a Sunday, when they used to
distribute the communion they will give me the bread and the wine,
but they will flatly deny that for my wife, the reason she was
wearing the marriage sign (tali or pendant worn around the
neck by Indian married women, which some Christians frown upon as a Hindu custom.). So they were a little
legalistic about it. And what shall I say, Puritans? That was their
doctrines, I never clash with anyone because I am always considered
an idiot where theology is concerned. I let them believe what they
want. Yeah, yes I have never gone to any Bible college. I never
studied any theology. The only theology I know is that God is love
and He is love and compassion.
So the Lord took
me and I met Mrs. McPherson. He said, "This is Mrs. McPherson
who shook the world." When Mrs. McPherson visited London, the
newspapers in London wrote, "Mrs. McPherson is coming to drive
away the devil in London." She had such mighty authority and I
was talking to her and she said when she was in this world, her first
husband gave her a chain of pearl and she used to adore it and wear
it until she died. She said, "What is wrong with all these small
things? Don't make a big issue of it."
So likewise, I
have talked to the Lord for guidance. I had the heart operation on
the 10th January 1990. 60 days after that I was kept in the hospital
because the doctors never want to take any chance. They looked after
me with so much love and motherly care and then when I came home I
was a total, what shall I say? invalid person. Below the hip, I had
no power and six months I was in agony.
And on the 26th
of September, after six months, one day the Holy Spirit came in all
His mighty power, made me come out of the bed and walk. Then He said,
"On the second of October, arrange a big meeting and present
yourself to the people because of all those people who really prayed
and prayed for you are eager to see you alive. So you arrange a
meeting." I said, "Yes Lord."
But then a great
fear came. In my heart, I was thinking I had never stood up on the
platform without fasting and praying and I have never been so weak. I
don't think I can stand for more than five minutes. So what am I
going to do?
One day, early
morning, I was sitting in my room and a physiotherapist came. He made
me do some exercises. And he went away and it was really perplexing.
How am I going to stand and preach? Suddenly I saw the Lord Jesus
Christ coming into my room. Then He turned and smiled. Then I looked
back, and I saw my departed daughter, Angel, coming exactly as if
she's in flesh and blood. And she came and sat by my side. I couldn't
believe. Angel has come back exactly as she would do. She came and
sat by my side. Then she said, "Dad, it is true that you have
never preached without fasting and praying for so many days without
meticulously preparing a sermon. And I know that your body's so weak
and tender and so much of weakness still remains. It is true that you
cannot stand for more than five minutes or 10 minutes. But one thing,
Dad, the nine gifts of the Holy Spirit which God has given to you,
has not been taken away. It is still there in your life, in your
heart, in your soul. It is still there. So stand up. The rest will be
done by these gifts. The gifts will take over."
Then she stood
up and the Lord Jesus said, "We will go." He smiled at me
because He knew if my daughter says something, it'll be very valuable
to me.
So He left with
her but that anointing that He gave me that time, the very presence
of Christ will give you the mighty anointing. I became bold like a
lion and went there.
All the
weaknesses did not prevent me from going there and I stood only for
10 minutes. He sustained me joy, the happiness of the people, oh that
was incomparable. The people who cried for my life, they were so
happy and gifts began to come into operation.
From there we
went from city to city. Very initially when I stood up to preach the
same old strength came and the anointing came and I called out the
name of a person, "Sister Gomathi." It's not a Christian
name. "Sister Gomathi. This is your life story. You are praying
for your family to come towards Jesus. Lord Jesus is fulfilling it.
Your husband's name is Krishnan. This is what you have been praying.
God is blessing you both. Tonight He is taking you under His care."
Lo and behold, Gomathi came along with her husband. Yes. She told her
husband's name and gave her testimony in writing.
So what the Lord
Jesus Christ wanted to tell. He made my daughter to come and tell me
so that I will believe.
So any part of
the Bible you read and you don't understand what is meant by that,
the Holy Spirit comes and takes me to heaven. You can ask Peter, "Why
you wrote like this?" It is amazing. For example, does Peter
remember what he wrote in the Bible those days at that time? Yes.
When you ask him, the Holy Spirit brings to his memory, the whole
thing that's the power of God. Then he will say, "See here, here
and here."
For example, the
gift of the word of knowledge. Quite often I meet Paul and he made me
understand First Corinthians 5:3 and Colossians 2:5. In both places,
he was in another place.
In 1 Cor 5:3 he
says, For I verily, as absent in body, but present in spirit, have
judged already, as though I were present, concerning him that hath so
done this deed.
In Colossians
2:5 he says, For though I be absent in the flesh, yet am I with you
in the spirit, joying and beholding your order, and the steadfastness
of your faith in Christ.
He says, "I'm
very happy about two things. Number one, the orderly way in which you
conduct your service. Number two, the amazing faith that you have. He
is able to look into their hearts while sitting in another place from
afar.
So likewise, you
see when the Lord Jesus Christ wants to explain certain things to
you, He takes you and He makes you meet those saints. Likewise, I can
go on telling many, many, many things which the Lord made them
explain. And it is really amazing. It opens up your eyes and they're
able to give you a solution from the Scriptures. Not just a solution
plucked from the air but from the Scriptures, "Here He said like
this, there He said like that." That strengthens me. Then I know
I'm 100% on the right path. Nothing that the people speak against you
will move you when you know that you're on the right path. Your faith
is strengthened and you come back totally refreshed and you forget
all about your worries and fears, most of all, fears.