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EX SATANIST COMES TO CHRIST: THE LIGHT EMANATING FROM CHRISTIANS
Part
2
One day, when it was
midnight, we were getting ready to do a ritual in some kind of path
when we heard music and chanting. I asked the others, “Why is the
music and singing at this time of night and in this remote place? It
will prevent us from concentrating.”
One of my companions
replied, "They are Christians, they are having a vigil of
prayers and praises.”
These people sang
and prayed loudly. I then asked what we were going to do.
They replied, "We
can't be seen, let's stay silent and wait for them to pass.”
It was out of the
question for me to wait.
I had just
discovered the power of orishas (higher demons). I felt strong and
invincible, I wanted to face these Christians. It was then that I
summoned a spirit that I had known in Angola, during my mystical
internship.
I approached the Christians.
They were very focused and fervent and they advanced towards the path
in our direction. As they were just a few more steps from us, the spirit that I had
summoned fled. Most of the spirits present with us also ran away.
After this observation my companions fled to the forest, asking me to
do the same. I hid myself. I watched these Christians go by without
them realizing our presence.
In my ignorance and
naivety, as I realize it today, I was working with several orishas
(higher demons), some of whom were black. These black orishas were
causing me a lot of trouble. From there I started not to like black
men in general. Now in this group of Christians, who were singing in
the paths in the middle of the night, I saw several black men, filled
with the Holy Spirit. Wizards can see this type of thing.
Just one of the
black men passing near the place we abandoned to take refuge in the
forest said, "Stop! There is something evil here.”
He called out the
name of Jesus, he called out the blood of Jesus.
From where I was
standing I could see his forehead. His forehead was shining, his
forehead was very bright in the middle of the night.
Exodus 34:29 When Moses came down from Mount Sinai with the two tablets of the covenant law in his hands, he was not aware that his face was radiant because he had spoken with the Lord. 30 When Aaron and all the Israelites saw Moses, his face was radiant, and they were afraid to come near him.
2 Corinthians 3:7 But if the ministry of death, having been engraved in letters in stone was with glory (so that the sons of Israel could not steadfastly behold the face of Moses because of the glory of his face), which was being done away; 8 shall not the ministry of the Spirit be with more glory?
2 Corinthians 3:7 But if the ministry of death, having been engraved in letters in stone was with glory (so that the sons of Israel could not steadfastly behold the face of Moses because of the glory of his face), which was being done away; 8 shall not the ministry of the Spirit be with more glory?
I wanted to put
a spell on him, to burn him. But I was asked to
calm down because with one sentence this man could annihilate all
the spirits and protections placed in me.
I don't know if
these Christians saw the light they gave off. It looked like it was
noon and not midnight, so strong was the light they gave off. Yet a
few meters away, we were in the darkness hidden with our spirits.
These Christians had no weapons on them, but we considered them
extremely armed and dangerous, to the point where we had to humble
ourselves by flight and hiding until they all left.
One day at the
beach, three men in suits and ties arrived. I was laughing at them
when they approached me then. Among them, a black man. It was precisely
the black man that spotted me. He slowly approached me, filled with the
Holy Ghost. At that time I was wearing 72 tattoos on me. Before he
got too close to me, I asked him to stop.
"What do you
want?"
"I want to give
you a word from God. Jesus loves you, He has a plan for your life.”
"Who told you
that I want your plan? I have my own mind, that's enough for me, and
then I think you're crazy. It's a hot day, everyone is enjoying the
beach and you annoy people with your suit, your tie and your little
flyers on your Jesus.”
Everyone around
laughed. At that moment, this man's lips began to move. I asked what
he was doing, someone replied, "He is praying!”
I was very brave, I
was not afraid of anything, yet without reason, my legs began to
tremble, a fear suddenly invaded me. I was scared but I also had
hatred. I hated this black man. His way of looking bothered me, his
way of speaking, of standing bothered me.
I finally released
him, "Little Christian, if you don't get out of here, I'm going
to beat you up!!!”
There I recited to him all my titles obtained in occultism. I wanted him to know
that he was in front of a great sorcerer and that he should fear me.
The Christian told
me, "Your private and professional life is none of my business.
I have come to fulfill my mission, which is to tell you that Jesus
loves you. He has the power to free you from the clutches of Satan.”
"Out of my
sight, my patience has run out!”
He smiled.
"Why are you
smiling, you want me to beat you up?"
"Who are you
demon?! I am doing the work of God, the Blood of Jesus has power!”
Because of these
words, my body was shaking more and more. I had never lost control of
my body so much before. When the young man asked my body to stop, my
body stopped shaking. They left, I was perplexed. This man showed me
that everything I had on me was worth nothing in front of the
authority he had.
In 1986 I was
already considered the 4th most powerful wizard in the country. I was
cold and calculating. I had progressed enormously in the various
occult sciences, I had climbed the ranks of several different
branches.
At that time, I
could see a person and know, without them telling me, his name. I
developed this technique by going a second time to the African
continent.
There are several
things that I must confide. Several have asked me the question. Since
1987 a lot has changed in society regarding the media. That year we
started to introduce a lot of fetishes and witchcraft to TV and video
games.
Things are much more
covered up than you can imagine, but believe me, we have introduced
witchcraft in entertainment and culture massively. I have been
involved in bringing the power of darkness into homes. Pray a lot,
that these things don't come into your house.
Paul spoke of the
struggle not against flesh and blood, that is, not against visible
enemies and neighbors. If we invest money in sturdy doors to secure houses and apartments so that no thieves can get in, the Bible
tells you, that's nothing because dark spirits can still come in and that
'is much worse. You don't know because you can't see them. You are not
securing your homes against these things, which come in to take away
peace from homes and much more.
For we do not struggle against flesh and blood, but against rulers, against
authorities, against the princes of this dark world, against evil
spirits in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12
Claim the authority
of Christ against these things. I have known many fearful Christians,
Christians who are afraid of occult forces, Christians who cannot
even pass by a cemetery for fear of the spirits. This fear does not
come from God but from Satan. He uses it to have a hold on you. Dogs
attack more when they detect your sweat, your fear gives them
encouragement to attack you because they know you are weak. The Devil
does the same. He may be restless, but you're stronger in Christ. If
you get scared, he will redouble his efforts to make you so afraid
that you don't even think of Christ. Learn to overcome these fears
and use the authority freely available to you in the Blood shed on
the Cross.
I was at the top of
my "art" at that time. It was then that the protective
spirit that I served, said to me, "You have already served me a
lot. I'm going to ask you one more thing, you must "open your
head" for the Queen.”
Any great wizard knows what that means. If you open up to this entity, you
automatically become homosexual. I told her I wasn't interested. I
had several wizarding colleagues who had become homosexual in
relation to this entity. The thought of becoming gay was very repulsive to me. When you accept
these categories of spirits, they have the power to change your
sexual orientation. If you are a woman, you can even become a
prostitute and you will never be able to satisfy your sexual desires.
My protective spirit
insisted. I said no.
It was then that she
got angry, and said to me, "You are my slave, my horse, you
will!”
I got scared, but I
tried to negotiate again, I asked her if there was not a solution,
another way out.
She brought together
several other spirits, then she told me their decisions.
"If you manage
to find a woman who falls in love with you and who marries you, then
you will not have to take this obligatory step. You have exactly 90
days to make a woman love and marry you. You have neither the right
to use fetishes, nor magic, nor money to achieve your ends. The woman
should not know that you are rich or that you have property. She must
love you as you are.”
Today, I am a very
beautiful mixed race. But at that time… I wasn't beautiful at all,
I was loathsome.
Remember, I was not
allowed to wash, not to use perfumes or deodorants, not to cut my
hair, not to comb my hair, not to brush my teeth with a
toothbrush, not to eat normally… I was thin, ugly, repulsive, I smelled
like a goat. It was a way of binding me, of trapping me, so that the
spirits could use me anyhow they want.
Who would want to
marry me under these conditions?! I was a drug user. Because of my
profession, I had a full criminal record. I was watched by the police. However, I
had to immediately start looking for a wife, to buy my freedom from
the devil. I really felt entrapped by those I served, the
spirits.
Every girl I
approached ran away. 30 days have passed, the girls were still
running away from me. 30 more days, same thing. I entered into
despair. I didn't want to become effeminate.
I then thought that
I had to get drunk a lot, take the car, drive at high speed to kill
myself. I walked into a bar where I carried out my plan to drink to
the limit.
In the morning, I
thought, "I'm going to kill myself, I'm going to kill myself.”
I asked for the
bill, I paid. While the bar boy was cashing the money, I thought
about how I was going to die. It was then that a voice deep in my
being said to me, "Jorge, don't do that! Your life has value to
Me.”
I knew it was God.
But I was like, "God? What do you mean God cares for me?
For people like me?"
It was then that I
heard for the second time, "Jorge, don't touch your life!”
I returned home,
confused, I couldn't kill myself that night. So I went to another bar
and restaurant the next night. In front of everyone I ordered raw
meat, I was not allowed to eat anything else. I was eating this meat
while drinking 40% alcohol when the most beautiful woman I have ever
seen walked past me. When she came back, she passed me closely. I stretched out one of my thin legs to bar her
path.
She was the only chance I had. I pushed my luck on her, and jokingly asked
her, "Would you like to go out with me?"
"But have you
seen yourself in a mirror?"
But she
was kind of polite. She apologized for her rudeness, and then she left.
I said to myself,
that she loved me, I mustn't lose sight of her. I got up to
go to her table. She was there with all her family. There was an empty chair there and I sat down on it.
She stood up in fury, “You are badly brought up! Get out of here, who do you think
you are?”
I was going to
answer when my protective spirit told me that this girl's mother is a
witch who belongs to the same clan as mine.
The spirit told me,
"Her mother belongs to us.”
At that moment I
changed my speech, I answered the girl, "Don't worry, I'm not
coming for you. I'm coming to chat with your mom.”
I greeted her mother
by her first name, the spirit had given it to me. I introduced
myself, I introduced my lineage of witchcraft, she recognized me.
Quickly a certain camaraderie and friendship set in since we were
comrades in the occult. I used all my wits to find out where they
lived.
Every day I visited them. I quickly developed a bond with the girl. For two weeks, we
went out in the evenings. But I had to come home quickly to conduct a ritual for a client in a professional emergency. As soon as I arrived, I learned that there
was a big argument in her family. Her father chased her out of the
house.
She called me from a
public booth very angry because she had just been kicked out.
That's when the
incredible happened. She asked me, "Jorge, can you marry me?"
God had started to
intervene in my life. I didn't hesitate for a second, I got back on
the plane. I looked for her, she was with a relative. She brought me
papers from the town hall, asking me if I loved her. I replied, totally amazed, "I love you, I love you!”
There were then 3
days left to the 90 days deadline. I married the most beautiful woman
in the world who is still my wife today, one of the greatest miracles
of my life. After this very sober and intimate ceremony, she wanted us to go on our honeymoon. It was then that I remembered that I was
married to 3 spirits!
I couldn't touch a
woman of flesh and blood. No woman was allowed to sit in the front
seat of my car.
The spirits started their harassment, "Do not touch her, do not hug her, do not sleep
in the same room as her. We have tolerated that you held her hand, do
not go further.”
I said to myself, "I
just married a woman, what do I do now?"
The spirits wanted
to kill her. Thus began a real pressure and oppression. My new wife took
me to a big hotel. Once in the bedroom, she laid down on the bed and said, "My
God, I can't believe I got married!”
I was thinking
inside, "And you're not going to believe what I'm going to tell
you now…”
I started, "You
know, today I drank a lot, I'm going to take a room next door, I'm
not going to sleep here. Tomorrow morning we will discuss. I have a
secret to reveal to you, I must tell you, but tomorrow.”
"If you have a
secret, you should have told me before the wedding, otherwise you
shouldn't marry me. You are going to tell me this secret now!
Besides, go shower, it's our honeymoon."
"We'll start
here then, I can't wash myself.”
She thought I was
lying, and that I was gay.
"I am a
spiritualist. I am a Satanist. You married a great wizard.”
There I revealed all
my titles to her. She was shocked, horrified. I told her that I would
never be able to touch her and that no one would touch her either.
"Let's make a
deal, I'm a rich man, I have a lot of money. I will give you a
certain amount every month. I will give you a house, or an apartment
as you wish. I will give you a car, a domestic worker. If you want to
open a store, or whatever you want, I will give you.”
We spent the whole
night chatting. She finally agreed. I went home. I continued with my
life.