HEAVEN’S
GLORIES AND HELL’S GORIES
"Many do not
believe in anything, but they fear everything.” (Friedrich Hebbel)
"To the LORD
your God belongs the heavens and the heavens of the heavens, the earth
and all that is in it." (Deuteronomy 10:14)
I never imagined
what was about to happen. That afternoon in the room of my home in
the city of Ambato, Ecuador, I was preparing to listen to my favorite
songs of music, among them a Christian-themed cassette. When the song began to play, my heart is moved. This song speaks about the social
drama that our world lives, the injustice, inequality, drugs, wars,
famines, diseases, and its end death. This pain saddens my heart. I
realize that only the true love of God in our lives is the only way
to change our world.
Mark 13:7 And when
you shall hear of wars and rumors of wars, be you not troubled: for
such things must needs be; but the end shall not be yet.
One by one the
melodies spoke of the true God who comforts our whole being and is
close to us. This atmosphere made me feel a special freshness of
inner healing, peace, and freedom.
Suddenly I heard a
voice so clearly that says, “I love you.”
I am surprised and I
wondered, “Is it real or is it a product of my imagination?”
I do not pay the
necessary attention but the echo of His voice continues so clearly in
my head.
Seconds later, I
heard for the second time, “I love you.”
I shuddered inside.
I ran to the living room and asked my mother if she had said that to
me.
The answer is clear:
NO.
She stares at me and
understood that something is happening to me and adds, “If you hear
the voice again say, "Here I am, Lord, speak, Your servant is
listening."
I returned to the
place where the music continued playing and for the third time, I
heard the indescribable but very sweet voice that inspires peace and
tranquility. This time the voice was whispering my name and saying,
"Fabricio, you don't know the great love I feel for you."
This time I gathered
courage and responded in the way that emanated from within me,
"Behold, Lord, speak, Your servant is listening."
At that moment, my
knees buckled. I fell exhausted to the ground. Heavenly peace and a
noble love invaded me, something that I never felt before. It is not
earthly, it is not equal to friendship, it is not close to romance,
it does not resemble the family bond. This love covers everything.
I am crying like a
child, the emotion invaded my soul. I do not feel worthy that someone
like the Lord speaks to me. It is difficult to describe it in words.
My feelings in those moments flowed from the depths of my interior.
At one point I begin
to speak in strange languages that I did not understand, but they did
not cause me any fear. Quite the contrary, it is as if it were the
common thread that was missing for communication. My whole being is
wrapped in its love. It filled me with tenderness. My thoughts,
heart, soul and spirit delighted in Him. Tears wet my face. I felt
safe as a small child who runs to the arms of his father. The
experience was unique.
The Father speaks to
me. His Son heals and restores me and His Spirit makes the perfect
connection.
My mother prudently
approached me and together we prayed to the Lord. She is happy
because what she sowed in me is bearing fruit. She said, “The Lord
has baptized you with His Spirit, love Him and follow Him.”
That night I slept
so pleasantly that I felt relaxed. I lived lightly in a matchless
harmony.
The next day I
continued with this peace. While I listened to a few minutes of
music, that atmosphere gradually increased more and more until I
heard a thunderous and powerful voice that said, "My son, I
will show you the vision. This is the purpose for which you have been
called."
I felt in those
moments that something happened inside me. A sudden sensation of
lightness invaded my body, and before I finish getting used to it, my
eyes began to perceive the room in a different way. I was no longer
on the floor as before, but very close to the ceiling.
As I looked down, a
shocking vision arises: I meet a person whom one knows very well ...
too well. My surprise is to see myself kneeling, while the real me is
floating in the room. After this, I know that there are no limits to
what can happen.
Psalms
147:5 Great is
our Lord, and of great power: His
understanding is
infinite.
I began to ascend
very quickly, in a direction that I did not know. I admired the
distant views of the terrestrial landscape. Then I passed by the
clouds, the stratosphere and I continued rising up. I looked while
being captivated with the wonderful postcard view of the globe. I
guess astronauts, transcending the atmosphere, will feel similarly,
but unlike them, I don't need a suit or oxygen.
I continued with this
interplanetary trip, leaving behind the splendid image of our planet,
with its bluish contour so precious and characteristic. I am shocked
and moved to realize that everything I am seeing is a product of
creation, directed and orchestrated by a Higher Mind. Now I leave
behind galaxies and constellations as part of a fascinating and
overwhelming journey. And from one moment to the next in a matter of
seconds, I reached the most incredible place that my eyes can see. It
is that place, to which all religions and beliefs want to reach, that
place so perfect and precious that I felt unworthy to enter: Heaven
where perfection is paid homage.
"To the Lord
your God belongs the heavens and the heavens of the heavens, the earth
and all that is in it." (Deuteronomy 10:14)
The first thing that
amazes me when I reached this surface is the impressive luminosity that
is in this place. Everything transmits purity, freshness, and a
relaxing aroma that makes everything feel lighter and more welcoming. In this place, there is no fear, only the breath of peace.
I can see a
beautiful garden, impossible to see on Earth. It is so arranged and
perfect that I could not compare it to any other. Colors are combined
in a unique and original way. The leafy trees emanate life, flowers
of all kinds, shape, and color in perfect harmony. Nothing stands out
or stands out more than the others. I can see bright beings, so light
that they are suspended low to the ground. They walk freely. I tried to
look at their faces, but I cannot distinguish them. They are
resplendent, although I can see in detail their long clothes that
resemble fine linen and Egyptian thread. They are encrusted with gold
and precious stones so delicate that when moving they produce a
fascinating shine.
In the distance, I
see a light, which seemed to come from a bright orb. At that moment a
unique Being approaches me. His presence is impressive and elegant at
the same time. He looks so powerful and sublime that I feel unworthy
to be here, but at the same time, He shows such humility that makes me
feel safe. At this point, I am stunned without being able to pronounce
a single word, but this Being opens His mouth with a divine breeze
and says, "I am Jesus, My son." At that moment, I realized that He is the son of God. He takes my arm right and says, "Come and see."
At that time I did
not know how to react, I did not know the magnitude of what I was
living, the only thing I can do is obey, and let myself be guided.
This place is huge, for me, it has no end, I can see everything with
precise and exact details. First, He showed me an immense hall and in
it, a large, brown book, next to it is a gleaming fine gold feather.
It rests on a shiny glass altar, and a marble of a quality never seen
on Earth. There is a very tall and vigorous angel, his job is to
write down names. The Lord makes me understand that they are saved
people, washed by the blood of the Lamb. I approached to look at the
pages of this book, but I am not allowed to read what is written
there. I can only distinguish that the list is endless, and written
delicately and with much love.
In the distance, I
see a crystallized sea, similar in size to the Earth, but very
transparent, with a very characteristic brightness. The admirable
thing is that I can walk and I start to run a little without fear of
sinking. Beyond this wonder, I can see a fantastic rainbow, and
although I wanted to get to it, I cannot. I moved a little and
observed some great mansions, on two floors, side by side, all of the
same color, size and shape. A sensational work of architecture. At
that moment I understand that, unlike the Earth, here we will all be
equal, where there is no inequality or differences. In addition, in
this site there are no walls or gates, everything is surrounded by
gardens full of flowers.
This vision makes me
feel unworthy to be there, and I cried inconsolably. I felt immense
gratitude to Jesus, for showing me the majesty of this place. After
having witnessed paradise, I can say: If we put together everything,
absolutely everything beautiful, precious, beautiful in the world, it
would not compare, nor resemble what I have been allowed to see. But
I understand that there is more to see. Jesus leads me by the right
hand, walking again through the beautiful garden until I reached the
entrance to Heaven.
"In Heaven, they say Hallelujah, because on
Earth they have said Amen" (S. Augustine)
At that moment an
angel approaches us, Jesus holds me by the right arm while the angel
is in charge of holding my left arm and Jesus with His sweet but
authoritative voice mentions these words, “"Now we are going
to go the other way."
That phrase shook my whole body and I am totally silent. Deep inside me, I know what it
refers to the place that everyone fears, the place that they describe
as, "Punishment and Eternal Fire." I can't resist or refuse
to go, I can only obey and let myself go. Then gigantic doors opened
through which we quickly leave. We go back through the Milky Way
which is very dense, dark, and with little visibility. Flying over it,
I saw a black hole and as we went, I saw geometric figures,
mathematical formulas, and signs that I barely distinguish and know.
As soon as we
entered the hole we moved through a colossal, dark and gloomy tunnel.
The fog is very dense and it distresses my being, not knowing where I
am going. My senses sharpened because I begin to detect a putrid
smell and chilling murmurs, everything is very unpleasant. I sensed
that what I heard is not human. This makes me cling even more to the
angel on my left, and in turn, I tighten the arm of Jesus on my right.
The vision changes radically. I see silhouettes of entities that
inhabit this place. I know they are demons. When they noticed that
Jesus is flying over this tunnel with me, they fled in a resounding
way and hide behind huge rocks, demonstrating the panic they feel
when they see Him.
I am struck by their
eyes. They are red, as if they were full of fire and blood. There are
of all sizes and shapes. They are in charge of directing the people
who come to this place, where they are chained and shackled. They are
flogged and pushed to quickly reach the end of this tunnel. When the
tour ended, we entered an immense void, where there are rugged ravines
and huge precipices. I see gigantic peaks, the ground is stinking mud
and filth. The atmosphere is truly creepy and decrepit, with no life
at all, just the opposite of what I saw in Heaven.
Jesus and the angel
descend with me a little more and there I begin to see a crowd of
people. They are being tormented by these demons. Their job is to
torture them day and night. Here there is no time measurement. I
start crying in despair. I cry out dread to see all this. I wished I
didn't have to see more, but I understand that it is necessary.
Jesus says to me,
“Come and see.”
Amidst the torments
I hear the whispers of a woman crying bitterly. I see her lying on
some boulders. She cannot stand up. Now her affliction begins: two
demons take part of this woman's hair and tear it off, play with her,
pushing her from side to side while mocking her pain, but they only
start their task. They moved her to a post made with two logs, turn
her upside down, and tied her hands and feet in a very primitive and
atrocious way. She tries to let go, but all she can do is scream. I
looked at these two demons that stand in front of and behind her and
begin to rape her. Her cry is heartbreaking and she asks for mercy
because she can't take it anymore, but the demons don't stop. In this
place, everything is torment and suffering.
In the end, they
untied her. The woman could not stand up. She cries and I feel her
breathing slow down. I feel her panic, then she is thrown towards
some boulders, I can hear the crunch of her bones, which shattered
when she hits her body against the rocks. The logical thing would
have been that she was dead and it would be the best thing that could
happen to her, but she kept breathing. The demons do not rest and
want more. They keep breaking her hair and tear part of her tongue.
It is mutilated in front of my eyes. She screams again or try to do
it, because she no longer has a voice. She knows that they will
repeat this infernal act. She tries to pronounce mercy and mercy, but
they will do it again. The torment has no end and the pain is
permanent.
We passed this
horrifying scene and I can visualize a swampy swamp where there are
multitudes of people of every race, every language. Thousands who
scream in pain, are living the greatest torment that they did not
believe existed. Some of them when they see Jesus shout His name and
ask for mercy, and others deliberately curse Him with obscene words,
claiming reasons why they are there.
I cried inconsolably
when I see this sad picture and I say, "Lord they ask for
mercy." He answers me with a sad countenance, although I cannot
see His face, I can feel it and then He says to me, “Fabricio, they
had the opportunity to know Me and accept Me as their Lord and Savior
and they did not. They preferred their delights and desires, making
themselves gods.” In this place, there is no mercy.
I continue with this
passage of terror and in the distance, I see a table full of bottles.
I could not distinguish its content. A label written in a sign
language that I do not know stands out. There I see a man sitting on
this site looking down at the ground. He tries to stand up, but it is
impossible for him at that precise moment two demons arrived with a
defiant attitude. One of them from the highest point makes him drink
this liquid. The individual tries to scream while drowning.
I notice that it
burns inside, it burns his interior and when the containers are
finished, quickly another demon comes with more bottles. This person
emits screams of pain, asks please stop, he can not take it anymore,
but all he gets is teasing and more teasing. All the bottles must be
finished, the ordeal persists.
When they moved me
to another place, I looked up, and my gaze stops to see a circular
structure in rotary motion, of a rocky material on top of a pointed
rock. There I see people who jump up and down on this surface. Some
managed to escape but the effort is in vain because the demons
constantly throw them from the top of a very close mountain. When
they descend precipitously, they fractured their bones. I see broken legs
and arms, tears without stopping. In addition, these demons use long
and pointed spears, prick them and they cross abruptly and without
contemplation so that people keep jumping. I can see many people
arriving at this place, their torment has no end.
In the distance I
see a very frightening small and round window, I do not know what it
is and I do not want to find out either. My fear is such that Jesus
watches me and takes me away from this place, takes me out of this
dungeon of torment. As we ascend upwards again I see multitudes of
people asking for help, help, mercy. The suffering is such that they
prefer death, but here it is absent, everything is eternal and in
this place, the punishments and torments have NO END.
"Hell is
waiting without hope." (André Giro)
We returned to the
tunnel and left it. Our journey is ending. We returned to the galaxy.
We go so fast that in the blink of an eye we find ourselves at the
door of Heaven. The angel on my left and Jesus on my right left
without a word. I began to descend considerably to the Earth. In a
few seconds, I saw my home. I am even more astonished and my gaze
stops when I saw my body praying on its knees. I rejoined my human body.
I opened my eyes and I saw my mother and my sisters. I quickly told
them I need to tell them what my eyes have just seen and experienced.
I could feel and see the most extraordinary thing in Heaven and at
the same time the most creepy of Hell. They surprised me by saying,
“Easy, Fabrizio, while we were with you, you were recounting your
vision in detail. We cannot imagine how you endured such an
experience, we could not.”
Of this I can only
say that the terror and fear that happens is ineffable, seeing so
many torments, sufferings that human beings go through in this place,
seeing paranormal entities of different sizes and models, but without a doubt, it was worth living it, contemplating what most wonderful and
majestic that man can see, "Heaven" and meet the most
important Person who has been on our planet, who taught and
revolutionized history, leaving a lifestyle based on Love and
Forgiveness. Jesus, without a doubt, is an undeserved gift.
Thank you for your
valuable time in reading my story. The purpose of the vision is to let
you know that there is something beyond life. Some say, “Maybe
there is something. I'll see when I'm there. Why worry today?” But
if our eternity depended on this life that we are leading, are we
taking advantage of it? Without a doubt, all of us feel repulsion
when thinking about death, since we are made for life. My goal is not
to introduce fear or talk to you about religion. My desire is to
introduce you to Jesus, an example of life based on love and
forgiveness, the exclusive way to enjoy a pure and incomparable
splendor, full of happiness and peace for all eternity .
Lord Jesus, I accept
you as my Lord and Savior. I recognize that You are the only way to
God. Enter the depths of my heart, heal my ailments, and heal my
wounds, write my name in the Book of Life, Amen. Thank you, Lord
Jesus.
"I can cross
dangerous places and not be afraid of anything, because You are my
shepherd and You are always by my side, You guide me on the right
path and fill me with confidence." (King David)
